I think I have become really sick of (pretending) to ignore every single Arsenal news that comes by. Seriously. It all makes me so depressed. First, Clichy left. Then now there is speculation surrounding other players. And even Wenger mentioned that Cesc feels unsettled and since he is also carrying an injury, he was dropped form the pre-season squad. WTFH. Seriously. I was seriously heartbroken to see Clichy leave okay. He is such an incredible player who remained filial and supportive of Arsenal throughout. And I will always, always respect him for whatever he has done and contributed to the club. He always held Arsenal in his heart. And he let HIM leave? He has been the best LB for Arsenal in YEARS. Okay that idiotic Cole was good. But he wasn't loyal to Arsenal so I am not gonna count him in. Clichy displayed the Arsenal spirit. He always gave his all in games. Yes, his form might have dipped a little last season. But we all know what he is capable of. WE CAN'T JUS LET HIM LEAVE. WHY DIDN'T WENGER LET HIM STAY :( :( :(

And now the talk of Nasri and Cesc is REALLYYYY pissing me off. Okay seriously. Jus because you are gonna be so particular with money you are gonna let 2 of the best players we have got jus LEAVE. Okay I agree and understand why and how Cesc feels unsettled and maybe he might wanna move back to his boyhood club looking at the lack of trophies in comparison to the Catalans who seem to be winning for fun. I MEAN COME ON FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. LAST SEASON'S LAST FEW MONTHS WERE BEYOND, WELL BEYOND DISMAL. ABYSMAL. HORRIBLE. HORRENDOUS. And the performances weren't even of Arsenal's usual standard. So much for performing so well in the beginning..all for ABSOLUTELY NOTHING in the end. AT LEAST they could have won the Carling Cup..which we all know what happened in the end. It was such a winnable game..and Arsenal being Arsenal ofcourse knows how to screw up best. Pffftt.

But I do NOT want Cesc or Nasri to leave. THEY CAN'T. THEY. JUST. CAN'T. Please, please keep them. And CESC, ARSENAL MADE YOU WHO YOU ARE TODAY. I KNOW YOU MIGHT HAVE SUPPORTED BARCA SINCE YOU WERE BORN BUT ARSENAL SAW THE TALENT IN YOU BEFORE THEM AND WE, GOONERS, HAVE TRUSTED YOU AND CHEERED YOU ON SINCE YOU WERE 16. And we have always displayed our unwavering loyalty to you. I think the least you can do is to pay us back with a little bit more trust in this club. Besides, its not like you played that well to put the blame on your teammates or the club for the horrendous show the last few months of the campaign last season.

THIS IS SO DEPRESSING.

I really want Arsenal to win okay. I really do. And I really expected more impactful signings. WHY DOES A SCUM CLUB LIKE MAN CITY GET AMAZING PLAYERS LIKE DAVID SILVA AND SERGIO AGUERO WHY WE, ARSENAL, KEEP GOING AFTER 19-YEAR-OLD AMATEURS WHO CAN ONLY JOIN THE YOUTH TEAM FOR THE UPCOMING SEASON?!?!?!?!?!? I mean..okay sign youth players. We need them for the future of this club. But ALSO sign players who can play in the first team and contribute next season. Not jus Gervinho. WE NEED MORE SIGNINGS. ESP IN DEFENCE AND DEFENSIVE MIDFIELD. Alex Song needs a good competitor and a PROPER Defensive Midfielder to back him up and play with Cesc when/if Song is injured. Why? Teams and Barca, City, Manure and Chelski seem to have so many good players who never seem to be like mercenaries and don't seem to leave after a mere couple of seasons! WHY ARSENAL?!??!?!?!? WHY!!!! Ughhhhhh this is really frustratinggggg.

I really don't want a repetition of the past few seasons this new season. But it has become a pattern that...I don't quite know what else to expect. I will NEVER forgive anyone at AFC for letting Gael Clichy go. They should have secured/renewed his contract! And they better do so for Nasri if not I forsee a Flamini-ish situation..:'(

Come on, Arsenal! We have supported you through everything! Give us hope to believe in you. Please, please, please, please don't let us down. We stay up to watch the games, come to support you, spend ridiculous amounts of money on Arsenal merchandise. This club means EVERYTHING to us. Please give us something to look forward to next season.

Haixx..Cesc, I hope you realise that the Emirates is where you trully belong. And its where the people will NEVER stop supporting you and looking up to you. Its here where you became who you are today. This IS where you belong. Clear your head and please realise that Barca didn't see your talents at first. They saw right through you preferring to trust other players. We saw the qualities in you and groomed you from the time you were a mere, scrawny 16-year-old boy. You know you love Arsenal. So don't tell us that our Captain has lost hope in the club we love to death.

Come on, Arsenal!!!!!!!!!!

COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

We are definitely better than this.

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