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Arsenal 4-4 The Freaking Spuds

UGGGHHHHHHHH.
I have never been more angry with the team I love so much.
OMFG.
Excuse me for the usage of vulgarities in this post.
BUT PUH-LEASE.
Arsenal SOOOOO deserved to win the game cause they were LIGHT YEARS better than the spuds (don't mind the wrong use of expression);
BUT CONCEDING TWO GOALS WITHIN 6 MINUTES? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
Clichy! You TOTALLY let me down! I rate you soo freaking highly and you are such a good player..but how can you make SILLY mistakes?!
I switched on the television on Thursday morning to check the score.
I saw 4-3 Arsenal and I felt glad.
And almost immediately LENNON scored and my hopes were dashed.
The more I watch the last ten minutes of the game, the more pissed I get.
And the greatest thing..with such fury I had to freaking do my Olevel Emath paper.
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME, ARSENAL?!!?!?!?!?
I can't deny the fact the four goals were really good goals..but HOW CAN YOU CONCEDE SO MUCH WHEN YOU WANT TO WIN?!
OMG!
And I'm sorry for like practically screaming at everyone on Thursday morning.
ITS A FREAKING DERBY. AND IT HURTS WHEN SUCH THINGS HAPPEN.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Four years ago, WE were the invincibles.
NOW?!
I don't care about going one entire season unbeaten or on a 49 match unbeaten streak.
But as long as Arsenal PRODUCES smthg..I'd be happy.
I know that the players were super down after the game.
OBVIOUSLY. I seriously thought Arsenal did enough..MORE than enough to win the game.
HOW CAN THERE BE PLACE FOR SILLY ERRORS?!
DEFENCEEEEE!
I was practically screaming at the television.
They conceded two goals against Liverpool in the Champs League match where they so could have won..and the two goals were conceded during the dying minutes of the game.
If not for that, they could have freaking gone through to Semi Finals.
HAVEN'T THEY LEARNT THEIR LESSONS?!?!
Only time will tell...
Until then, let's wait and see.

I love Cesc and Jacky W.

Only an Arsenal fan would understand my plight but there isn't anyone for me to talk about this face-to-face. I miss Shruti and Jo Anna, my fellow gunners ):

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a momentary fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Cheer up mates...I'm always there supporting you regardless of what. Cause I'd always love you guys regardless of whether you give me misery or happiness.

"I will say only this, as bad as the result is and as disappointed as everyone will be, our team needs us now. We can castigate those most culpable for the errors but it won’t change the result. So let’s dig deep and keep the faith. Win, lose or draw remember this is our team. We have to support them now and continue to believe in them. I think if we have faith it will be repaid."
Adapted from an Arsenal cum Cesc Fabregas Fansite.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY VANDY PANDY! ;D
One of my bestestttt friends since we were what...six years old?!
LOVESSSSS!
AND I MISS YOU LOADS.
Must meet up after Olevels k?!
And all the best for Mother Tongue Olevel!
<333

Labels: Fly Emirates

West Ham United 0-2 Arsenal ;D

Adevangas in the picture ;D
Well, it was a great team performance, as a whole.
An own goal from Faubert and a goal from Ade to seal all three points (:
I was a little surprised that Ade did not start. But I guess he was sorta rested to gear up for the midweek showdown...for the most coveted NORTH LONDON DERBY AGAINST SPURS.
HAHA. Regardless, I thought everyone played quite well.
Clichy was delivering all the long balls during the first half. And Cesc's balls were pretty precise.
But so many chances, but no goals in the first half.
Second half was more alive. Overall, everyone did well. So good weekend.
And with that Happy Deepawali to all those to celebrate Diwali (:
Arsenal gave me the best present for that. And it drives me to study harder for O's. HAHA
All right.

FCBarcelona 5-0 Almeria ;D
It doesn't get any better, does it? haha.

Peace out, study hard.
BUH-BYEE!
<333>

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"Unbreakable" by Fireflight

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can't face me in the light
They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can't see
To reach my destiny
I want to take control but I know better

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust

God, I want to dream again (I want to dream again)
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there (I want to go there)
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable (I am unbreakable)
No one can touch me (No one can touch me)
Nothing can stop me

Labels: Unbreakable

Arsenal 5-2 Fenerbahce ;D
Even Chelsea didn't manage to win Fenerbahce at Istanbul. HAHAHA.

Diaby, Walcott, Adebayor and Ramsey scoredd (;
And it was Ramsey's first goal for Arsenal..and it was on his Champions' League debut for Arsenal.
And he's ONLY Seventeen! HAHA. What do you expect? HELLO. THIS IS ARSENAL THAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT! We groom young talent (:

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises

I love that song, even though its quite old.
'No Promises' by Shayne Ward (:

Successor and

Predecessor,

And today, my row number was FOURTEEN for Elec Geog Olevel. HAHA.
Yesterday was row number FOUR!
And tomorrow is row number FOUR too! (:
AHAHA. For some reason, I'm finding reasons to connect Arsenal with my row number. LOL.
Well, for Chemistry Paper it was number THIRTEEN. Yes, it reminded me of Hleb though no one is thirteen at the moment.

Pires said nice things about Arsenal...and Nasri. (:

Arsenal 3-1 Everton ;D

Well it was a terrific comeback. Nasri (VAMPIRE!), Walcott and Persie scored ;D
And I didn't watch the full match cause I had to mug for BIG O'S. AHAHA.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed..cause I want Arsenal to continue the way they have been performing. Hopefully, hopefully, hopefully. HAHA.

Kiru is reaching her FRENCH dream with the help of my stimulus (:(:

All right.
Have to continue mugging.
NUMBER FOUR IS THE BEST! (:
Patrick Vieira, Cesc Fabregas...and the list goes on (:

OFF NOW.
BUH-BYEE!
<333

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Spain 2-1 Belgium,
Spain 3-0 Estonia,
Villa scored in both matches (:
Cesc's assist was converted into a goal by Iniesta in the former.

France 2-2 Romania,
Gourcuff's goal was scintillating! OMG. SUPER FAR FROM GOAL PLEASE!
France 3-1 Tunisia,
Henry scoreddd (: And Clichy and Sagna played 90 minutes (:

Okay I have no idea on how the matches went cause I DIDN'T WATCH THEM.
Because I have to indulge myself with book now..cause Olevels are NEXT WEEK.
And I am....I am..I don't know what to say ):
Just hope for the best (:
Fingers crossed.
I shall try my BESTT...and try to ace it (: Hopefully (:
FOUR inspires me. (:

Gosh, stressed.
Geog is taking up too much of the space in my small bird brain ):

The press is crap, totally crap on the way they try to twist&change things.
Facts are facts, people.

I love you Arsenal, I really do. Please don't loose hope and fight till the very end.
OPTIMISM! That could be potent to your renaissance up the table (:
It should not be a fallacy..):
I love Gunners. AFC-and no one else.

DHANYA IS A BIG PIG! hahaha!
And Tharshini is superr cute. (:
Yea, Butter, Syrup, Pancake and Egg. NOTE: They are nicknames of REAL-LIFE people (:

All right.
I am off now.
Tired,
BUH-BYEE!
<333

Study dates,

"I Can't Hate You Anymore" by Nick Lachey

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
...I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore [x2]

I miss Hleb and Flamini, Still..

Labels: i miss you

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time,
deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same away about me,
it’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Chorus

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

That was 'Crush' by David Archuleta (: (:
I wish he had won American Idol instead of David COOK ):

Olevel Chemistry and Biology practicals are over.
Its merely the beginning though.
And I have been sleeping so much lately. OH NO.
And I have TONS of papers to do befor exams.
Shitttt.
6 more weeks to freedom (:

Safe Haven,

Hello Vampire aka Samir "Sam" Nasri (:

FC Barcelona 6-1 Athletico Madrid ;D
Márquez, Eto'o, Messi,Rodríguez, Gudjohnsen and Henry scored. WOOHOO!
Eto'o scored two goals.
Yea, great match.
I overslept so I didn't watch the live telecast but I managed to catch the encore (:

And Cesc Fabregas scored. A header-which is rare given his small size.

Nasri should have started the match ):

And stop being so pessimistic.

Have you ever stared into the rain
Thought the clouds would never disappear
Have you ever screamed out into the dark
Thinking no one else could hear

I was leaving footprints tainted by my past
On this winding road to you

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

That song was 'Believe Again' by Delta Goodrem.

Off now.
OLEVELS!
BUH-BYEE!
<333>

Labels: Believe Again

Graduation Day,
So today was officially the last day at St.Margs.
Well, obviously we would be coming back for our Olevel examinations.
But there are no more lessons ):
I will miss St.Margs.

When I first came to this school, I was an introvert.
I didn't really understand the world I was living in.
I didn't really understand the importance of building strong friendships.
This was partially due to the fact that I didn't really have true friends in my Primary School
But here, I met so many different kinds of people.
At first, it surprised.
And I joined dance. That was a BIG surprise regarding the fact that I was TOTALLY not considering dance as an option.
I loathed dance when I was in primary school.
But after joining dance here, I realised that I was totally wrong.
I met wonderful people in dance..including some of the ex-seniors who were...complex characters.
This was because they had the tendency to congregate together. Nevertheless, I can't deny the fact that they treated me well and made me feel welcome at St.Margs.
And through dance, I believe I grew as a person.
Those times when we had to undergo long hours of practice for competitions..it was really a test to my mentality and resilience.
Dance taught me to believe in myself and to never give up.
I also learnt that a person can excel at anything, only if he or she puts the heart and mind on it.
Besides dance, Secondary 1 life was totally different.
The way of life, the timetable..everything was different from before.
I took some time to get accustomed to that, but I'm glad I eventually managed to do that.
And I started to become more noisy in Secondary 1, even though teachers never really noticed it B:
But I was actually cheering and everything..I was being enthusiastic. And I was never like that before.
I realised that that was an aspect of me that I had just 'discovered'.
After Secondary 1 came Secondary 2. It was an important year as it was Streaming year.
Over that year, I met Dhanya and Tharshini.
Well, I had already known them, but that was the year we became like really close. Like really.
My sec2 class wasn't exactly a good class on a whole, but I had my own memorable moments.
Namely the back row of 2/4 along with LY and Dhanya.
All the rebellious and stupid things we used to do...will always be a memory.
We broke like so many rules. I used to use my handphone like almost every day in class B:
And we used to bring in food into the class and eat like pigs during lesson times. HAHA.
It was fun in a way...doing the forbidden is always, in a way (:
And there was the Suntanning Gang, we seriously used to suntan every day during recess. AHAHA.
And all the stupid thing...OMG.
But I didn't really pay attention during sec2.
And I have to admit I don't know if I entirely deserved to be in Triple Science, which was arguably the most difficult stream to get into.
Regardless, I got it and I promised to study harder in sec3.
Then was sec3. So fast, this small 13year old girl was 15 years old and in Upper secondary.
Sec3 Camp was AWESOME.
It was one of the best camps I had ever attended and I really BONDED with 3/6 (:
And there was SYF for dance for which we trained our ass off.
And eventually we got our coveted Gold with Honours award (: And to make it better, throughout my time in StMargs, I had managed to win Gold with honours (:
Credit to the entire dance team (:
And sec3 went past in a blur and came sec4.
THE MOST IMPORTANT YEAR IN YOUR ENTIRE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
But I can't deny the fact that this was the year where friendships were really strengthened.
I got closer to SHALINI! and KIRU!
And Angel and Cheryl AKA Dumb Genius (:
And I can't deny the fact that all of them are great people.
I never knew about this side of them until this year.
And all the sick jokes with Angel and Dumb Genius will ALWAYS be a memory (:
It was just so HILARIOUS.
And of course, my beloved partner, Wen Yuan.
She had been my partner for like THREE CONSECUTIVE YEARS.
OMG! And I would say that she's one of the best partners everrr!
Love youuu (:
And Angel, you're probably one of the closest friends of mine in 4/6. Thanks for everything! <3
And Dumb Genius, its great crapping with you during Math lessons. And talking about all kinds of stupid things. I will always remember youu (: lovess (:

And of course, Tharshini! We have been through so much over the past few years. You're seriously the best and one of the few people who can stand my nonsense (; And I know that CARLA is your BEST friend. AHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA. Love you so much!
Dhanya Pig! The best pig on the whole world man! We have been through so many bitter things but just know that deep down, I've always loved you so much (:
Shalini AKA Turkey! Luckily we started to become closer..even though it was quite late like in sec3. But still, it was SO worth it (: I will always treasure messaging you till late night while we motivated each other to study. HAHA. And thanks for lending a ear whenever I had to lament about Arsenal (: HAHA. Regardless, I shall send Vampire to SALVAGE you! HAHA!
Kiru! You're really crazyy! And I will always remember going for CSP with you (: Was super retarded and funny! And I will NEVER forget your bikini dream with TEN FRENCH/EUROPEAN GUYS. AHAHHA! Fernando, Alroy, Gael, Mathieu, Rahuelle, Kiruhaelle...HAHA. I have to admit I adapted Gael and Mathieu from Gael Clichy and Mathieu Flamini respectively. HAHA.

Anyway, thanks to EVERYONE for making the past four years great for me! I love you all and I will always remember you. I have too many people thank but you know who you are (: So many many thanks (:

All right.
Back to normal now.
Got back report book.
9Points. But I still think I can improve.
Way to go Akshaya!
All right.
Off now.
BUH-BYEE!
<333

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

Labels: Graduation Day

Arsenal 4-0 FC Porto ;D

ADEVANGAS + NASRI.
Or shall I call it adevangasri?! HAHA.

Need I say more?
Excellent match (:
Two goals from Rvpersie and Adebayor,
Match over (:

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