Black & White♥;

IM FEELING TERRIBLY DOWN NOW...
I HAVE NEVER CRIED FOR SMTHG SO MUCH..
SMTHG I WORKED REALLY WORKED FOR..
BUT I DIDNT ACHIEVE IT..
I FELT HOPELESS, TERRIBLE, UTTERLY DEMORLAISED AND BEFORE I COULD REALISE IT, I WAS IN TEARS...
I JUS CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..
LIFE SUCKS..
FULL OF STRESS..
AREN'T WE HERE ON EARTH TO ENJOY LIFE AND NOT DREAD IT BY BEING SO STRESSED?!
THEN, I UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS CREATED IN THIS WORLD..
EVERYTHING SUCKS TOTALLY..
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO TRIED TO CHEER ME UP..
U PPL NEVER FAIL TO BRING LIGHT INTO MY LIFE DESPITE THE FAILURES AND DIFFICULTIES I HAVE BEEN FACING LATELY...
I JUS WANNA GET OUT OF THIS MAN...
I HATE EVERYTHING..
ITS ALL SO FRUSTRATING...
AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH...
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..
I SO CANT MANAGE MY BIG FAT SUBJECTS AND MY INTENSIVE SYF TRAINING WELL...
HOW AM I GONNA SATISFY MYSELF AND MY PARENTS THEN?
LAST YEAR, EVRYTHG SEEMED SOO EASY UNLIKE NOW...
JUS TOTALLY OVERWHELMED BY FRUSTRATION..
SORRY TO THOSE PEOPLE WHOM I DAO-ED...
IM SORRY..I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO..
ITS JUS THAT SOMETIMES I HAVE EXTREME MOOD SWINGS...
I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT...
I HATE LIFE...
I WANT A BREAK..ASAP......
AARRRGGGHHHH....
PMS-ING ALL DAY /:

Labels: overwhelmed by frustration

HELLO!!!! AKSHAYA IS BACK IN ACTION NOW (((:
i havent been blogging for the past week =////
cause there wasnt any time for me to blog ):
so yeah..
the past week has been quite hectic...
even though i didnt have school until like wednesday...
monday..WAS REALLYYY FUNN :DDD
watched grammy awards..it was kinda boring..
then went to shakti's place that night...
vandy, rohini, R's bro also came there (:
so yeah...like a reunion for us...
after sucha LOOONNNNGGGG timee ((:
was damm funn...played truth or dare..
and talked and ate a lot (:
and yeah...left her place very late..around 11pm (:
but i definitely had a GREAT timee (:

TUEDSAY (:
was spent preparing for school...
finish homework..
and etc etc...
was a boring day..
and spent a lot of time revising BIOLOGY (:

WEDNESDAY
had biology test....
was supposed to come back home wid jo ANNA...
but yeah..she had to leave early..
so yeah..came home wid abbie and wei chun...
wednesday was kinda boring...
i called ly a lion..and she acted lyk one during elec geog..
hahha..soo furrnnniii...

THURSDAY
higher mother tongue...
WAS BORINGGG...
spent time talking crap wid dr and tharsh..
was supposed to have EMATH test..which i studied hard for..
but they jus said that it has been postponed to monday..
BBLLLLEEEEHHHH =//
eng encounter was boring..
i was sleeping during that time..
some people jus changed so much..
and take advantage of friends and dont appreciate her friends..
and jus leaves them and abandons them for others...
RATHER ANNOYING.
i hope you would learn your lesson..
and your becoming sucha wanna-be...

FRIDAY
LAST DAY OF THE WEEK (:
was kinda slack day..
had physics test =////
I TELL YOU!!!! I ALMOST CRIED AFTER TAKING THE PAPER..
that difficult...seriously mannn
and..after assembly..had the motivation talk with christina (:
im really getting paranoid of Olevels =/
after that..had dance..DANCEEE DANCEEE (((((((:
learnt the new steps and positions...
soo dam cool..it looks soo bloody nice from the audience..
but u gotta concentrate on ur steps..
cause...of the differing steps..yeah
but i love it (:
so yeah..after that went back home..had dinner..and slept immediately..
too tired to do anything...)':

and todayy (: jus got back from dance...
was quite tiring ):
i cried before dance..
PLEASE dont ask me why...
but okay now (:
dance was challenging...
what else can u expect from syf training?!
sports day is coming up..
and the ant looking VICTORIAAA,the C-O-O-K-E house captain is gonna run for the house (:
hahha...had a great time teasing her on friday mann..
her reactions are really cute ((:
i reallyyy hope COOKE wins sports dayyyyy ((((:
I LOVE MUA COOOOKKKKEEEEE :DDDDD

so yeahhh...
blehh...
im bored..
IM SOO HAPPYY (: i only have one test the upcoming week (:
YAYNESSSSSSS :DDD
term1 is gonna end soon =/
napfa is coming up ))))))))):
im so gonna get an exemption this year (:
im too lazy to run..hahha..dont blame me okayy (:

i love 'just so you know' by jesse maccartney :D
sucha nice song mann....an ideal song to listen at this point of time :D
okayy..i feel like sleeping..
im too lazy..but i blogged cause vandy pandy wanted me to :D
AKSHAYA IS LAZY AND IS FEELING SLEEPPYYY :D
okay then..see ya people..asap (:
BUH-BYEE!!
<3333

Labels: just so you know-jesse maccartney (:

AKSHAYA IS FEELING TIRED D:

i feel productive about today (:

i managed to do quite a number of things...

finish up Amath homework, study a bit for bio and physics (:

but..THATS NOT ENOUGH!!

hahha..but i have my weekend till tuesday/wednesday to do my stuff (:

today started off okay i guess..

I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW, UNLIKE YTD (:

so yeah..was smsing tharsh and dhanya most of the time in the morning till afternoon..

i feel accomplished as i made them comprimise (: YAYY ((((:

then...did a bit of Amath..

then went to watch PRISON BREAK :DDDDD

season1 finale episode!!! ): ):

i think season2 is starting soon..

and when i read sypnosis on the net..season seems like reallyyy complicated and full of surprises (:

nvm..i shall be nice and not reveal what will happen to other viewees (:

so yeahh...then after that finished up Amath and studied a bit of bio...

then..watched the winning moments of match (:

hahha...i was jus on time to see the win off the last ball..hahha

how close ?! (:

but yeah..I WAS HAPPYYYY :DDDD

then started smsing rokhini..firstly about the match results..

then teasing about 'romeo' and her..

SOO FUNNYYY!!! hahahha

her reaction was really hilarious pleaseee (:

and yeah...then did a bit of bio..

then im right here in front of the computer blogging (:

okay..

hahha...im like really laughing from rokhini's smses..

SHE'S SOO DAM FUNNYY MANNN!!!!

anywayssss...

about ytd...

CNY celebrations were kinda boring i guess..

was sitting with tharsh, dhanya, cheryl, weny, brother and chew lin right at the back..

and we were making soo much of noise..(:

so yeah... all of us got an orange each...

and i managed to 'slap' victoria cause she was acting as if she didnt know where my orange was..HAHHA

so fun teasing vicx mann (:

after celebrations..went to class..packed my stuff..

nive gave me a sorry letter...and i dont think the thing was her fault..

but yeah..was soo touched by her (:

then..went to 3/4 after packing mua bag..

was soo shocked to see the dr pig crying..

like seriously..and she told me what happened..

so, we tried to chill her down and stuff like that...

and then, cheryl, weny, dhanya and i went to island creamery (; (:

i love all the three of them megaaa lotttsss (:

island creamery was damm funnn :DDDD
abbie was supposed to come..but her mum didnt allow..

its okay abbie. definitely another time k (((:

so at island creamery, we had h2h talks (:

and a lot of fun..because we were 'drawing' our names on the plates after eating..

all the people who were passing by us looked at out graffitti(sp?!) on the plate..haha

RETARDED PLEASEE...hahha

we took a photo of it..

shall upload it once i have gotten if frm dhanya/cheryl..

so yeah..after that cheryl and went went to coro while dhanya and i came back to school..

and dr and i were having h2h talks along the way (:

THANK YOU DR, WENY AND CHERYL(LCW) (: LOVE YOU LOADSSSSS (:

then after that, went for dance...

dance was okay i guess...not too bad..

very tiring..but happy that all of us improved (: (:

after dance..came back home with nive and kiru..

SOO FUNNY IN THE BUSS..

full of teasing and stuff..hahha

then..while walking back home, got FULLYYY drenched in the rain...

it was kinda cool..hahha

cause it has been a long time since i got drenced in the rain..haha

then..came home..ate dinner..then slept..lol

then yeahh...i miss prison break ):

WENTWORTH MILLERR ((((((:

hahhaha...

anywayss..wanna go and continue studying =/

SEC3 LIFE IS STRESSFUL ); ): ); ): ):

anywayss...AKSHAYA OUT (: DONT MISS MEE!! hahha

BUH-BYEE!!

<3333

i wanna upload work attachment photos but stupid blogger is taking eternity to upload themm..GGRRR!!!

AKSHAYA MISSES EATING CHOCOLATES DDD: cause it has been quite some while since i ate chocolates ); ):

AND AKSHAYA IS FEELING ULTRA BORED AND SLEEPY NOW (:

coming to think of it, i have been blogging like practically every day =/
im bored...rather say i dont feel like what i'm supposed to do..

which is to study =/////

i soo dread doing that nowadays..BAAHH

im starting to ponder if i really do regret taking triple science...

cause..during english today, i was like reading and flipping through thhe Physics notes and textbook frantically..

to understand the critical angle and internal reflection properly...

AARRGGHH!! was dam frustrated please..

luckily my tuition teacher came to the rescue and explained to me the concepts properly (:

if not, i would be lost in my own LALA land =/

so..tmr is the CNY(Chinese New Year) celebrations..
and we are supposed to be dismissed early..
but apparently, i have dance practice until like 5pm..
so yeah..its practically like a normal school day for me..
more like a 'Dance Day' for me..

was feeling soo sleepy today D:
and i slept like early yesterday okayy!!
cause i was feeling sick =///
and i forgot to do my Amath homework..
and also mother tongue...
actually, i think i had ample time to finish homework..
just that i could't be bothered to cause i was watching match...
and the won the match by the way...CAUSE THEY PERSEVERED!! CONGRATS (:
well coming back to the topic....
well..thats a BAD BAD BAD sign...
i hope im not starting to slack man =/
but, i kinda agree when my mother told me, "you are smart, just that you are very lazy"..
VERY TRUEE!!
sometimes i jus cant be bothered to do things..
BBAAAHHH!!!!
but i finished my homework for tmr promptly (:
physics homework on refraction..
I LOVE REFRACTION....unlike reflection..
cause reflection is full of ray diagrams etc etc...
i prefer doing calculations...(:

today's mother tongue lesson was...weird (?!)
cause...the relieve (sp?!) teacher thinks that dhanya and i are twin sisters...
and calls us kittens..
WEIRDD!!!
we dont even look alike please..at least i think we dont..
maybe he thinks such because we always like to talk in class and slack while sitting at the back?!
no idea...tharshini is also counted if thats the reason (:
and..im starting to feel scared for Olevel mother tongue now..=/
teachers are pressurizing us lyk hell pleaseee...
soo much of work etc etc..
but i really wanna do well...my language will be saved from english (:
cause my english is worse than pathetic ):
so yeahh...ALL HTL GIRLS!! LETS WORK HARD AND PERSEVERE AND ALL OF US SHALL GET A1S ((((((:

soo many tests coming up next week despite the fact that we have CNY holidays till wednesday =//
wednesday: biology (osmosis and diffusion)
thursday: Emath (solving quadratic equations)
friday: physics (reflection and refraction)

Labels: stress relief CNY hols =/

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE :D
hahha..and thank you everyone..
who gave me presents..i really loved them (:
and also those who wished me (:
and those who said that u didnt have time to buy but promised to buy one asap (:
THANK YOU :D
well...this year's Vday was better than last year's i guess...
last year's Vday was spent crying...
this year's was fun and yeah..
probably because im lyk upper sec and im gonna graduate in barely two years..
thats sadd...i will definitely miss my beloved sicko frnds frm smss (:
you people always make my day (: loves <3

hmmmphhh...
im feeling tired..
and and.....im in love with this song (((:
"I Can't Hate You Anymore"

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore....I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore [x2]

OMGG..I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE (x1000000000000000000) THIS SONG MANNN(((((: ONE OF MI ALL TIME FAV SONG (:
OKAYSS!! gotta go..
geog test today was okay (:
BUH-BYEE <33
is it wrong to feel sensitive and have extreme feeling?!

Labels: valentine's day ((: presents (: special day for everyone?

Olevel results were released on friday..
all my seniors did lyk soo dam well pleasee!!
CONGRATS TO THEM!!!!!
im soo proud of them mann (:
well..jo anna also got her mother tongue Olevel result on friday..
YAYY!! SHE GOT A1!!!!
when i was sitting in the hall with her, waiting for the results..
the environment was sooo dam tensed man...
u can even hear lyk people's heart thumping vigorously...
i mean...even if im in that situation..
i would have felt such...
but...yeah..
im happy for all those who did really well :DDDD
for those who did not do very well...
its okay (:
just learn from your mistakes and try harder the next time (:
dont loose hope...PERSEVEREE!!!

it will be my turn VERY soon....D:
this year im writing my Olevel mother tongue paper...
and before long i will be writing my other Olevel papers next year =/
i soo wanna get A1 for my mother tongue okayyy!!!
i can get 1 point for language instead of having to rely on my english which is reallyyy PATHETIC =////
so yeahh..and i will really have to strive for my R5...
which would be combined humans, Amath, Emath, chemistry and bio/physics...
so yeah...
the thought of Olevels is really scary...
nvm..with practice..i have confidence i will do well (:
anyways...back to present....
chemistry test today was quite okay i guess..
i thought it would be more difficult..
but on a whole, it was quite okay i guess...
elec geog test tmr..
im gonna start studying soon =/
i already bought some of the 10 year series...
so kiasu...but i really wanna do well okayy!!!
PRACTICALLY EVERYONE IS LYK GETTING LESS THAN 10 POINTS!!
that is lyk blooodddyyy goood okayyyy!!!
pressure pressure pressure
anyways...felt soo tired in school today...
i almost fell asleep during chemistry...
after chem test had dance...
got changed soon and was talking to dhanya..
then went to performing arts studio for training...
i personally feel i didnt dance to my best today...
only a few rounds....
i kinda prefer friday and saturday traninings...
not because they are strenuous..
but i get to learn smthg new then...
IM LOOKING FORWARD :D
my group's costume is probably gonna be lyk...
lyk very very classical i heard..
not exactly lyk group 1's la..
but its i think a different coulur but bharat natyam kinda thing...
no ideas...
i gotta practice mann..im loosing stamina )))):
complaints and everything on others...hmmph
there's nothing i can do about those things...its not lyk we decided them =/
heck it...its sad..talent forseen...i understand..and i know how it feels to be in sucha situation...countless nights will explain it..countless..not jus one or two...
its jus that...sometimes...u wont be able to meet ur expectations..
and you get soo worked up over it...
and get soo demoralised..
and it takes such a long time to get out of that kinda influence..
anyways..jus believe in yourself always..
and dont let your self morale go down (:

anyway..that para was really emo eh?!
not exactly that im feeling dam sad or emo...
but jus a piece of advice for those who feel such (:
also for myself..
anywaysss...grammy awards finish alr...SO SAD D:
i didnt watch =/////
anyways...
TMR IS VALENTINE'S DAY <3
not that im lyk going out or celebrating it..
its jus a signifant day?!
but anyway..i owe a lot of people presents...
i hope i can buy them by tmr..
sorry if i give u ur presents day after tmr (:
akshaya still loves u as much okays (:
anywaysss..
i gotta go and study elec geog now...
on food production in the world..etc etc...
some dry stuff..
i guess that chapter is mainly on common sense?!
okay..but i still have to study =/
anywayss...
BYEE!!
i think there's cric match tmr...okay..good luck to those who are playing!! i hope i can watch..at least the last part...hahha
and..someone please update me on epl and FA cup (:
im seriously outdated..
I CANT WAIT FOR ROLLAND GARROS ((((: (SP?!)
anyways..akshaya has to go now and start mugging..
BUH-BYEE!!!!
<3333

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI WEI :DDDDDD
BELOVED BELOVED BELOVED JUNIOR (((((:
ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAV JUNIOR (:
thanks for being there for me when i needed ya..
u've been really great..
even though i have only known yu for barely 3 months..
you have really made a difference to my life (:
thank you :D
AKSHAYA LOVES YOU :DDD
your present coming on your way soon (:

LALALALALALALALA
hahha..im in a happy mood now :D
the previous post was quite emo eh...
nevermind laaa...
i mean...there will be times in which one will feel really sad..
but after some time u will get accustomed to the situation and learn to accept the reality (:
well..i guess i kinda did that...
even though there might be future occasions where i might feel soo worked up and stressed to..
/:
okay anywaysss...
back to the present..
jus finished physics tuition..
started on reflection and refraction today..
my head is full of ray diagrams etc etc..
BUT I STILL LOVE PHYSICS :DDDDD
not that much of homework due tmr..
only two physics questions on reflection..
actually finished it already..
YAYYY!!!
i bought 'The Guardian' vcd ytd..
cause i kept complaining to mummy that life is soo stressful and i havent watched a movie for sucha longg time..
so yeah..she bought me that vcd..
actually i wanted to by'The Da Vinci Code' also..
but mum said buy it another time..
so yeah (:
i wanted to buy prison break season one compilation /:
BUT ITS DAM 50 BUCKS PLEASEE DDDD:
so yeah..i have decided to save up money to buy prison break asap (:
even though 'The Guardian' is kinda old..cause it was released early nov last year..
but who cares mann..i wanted to watch that movie previously..
at least im getting the opportunity to watch it now..
and the shop in which i bought the vcd was named 'Laser Price' or something like that..
'LASER'...i hate the person related to that word!
shez sucha...nvm shall not talk about that if not vulgarities will come out of my mouth...
there is supposed to be 'Prison Break' today..
but season1 finish alr ///:
I LOVE WENTWORTH MILLER (:
ahhahha...
sooo..school today was quite okay i guess...
weny was feeling soo tired..
and june was extra blur today...
cheryl was lyk really kuku today..hahha..
she was like cracking jokes today..which is not really her usual self...hahha
spelling bee was GREAT!!
3/6 IS IN SECOND PLACE!! THANK YOU JEANETTE AND CASSANDRA (:
soo coool..we shall beat 3/2 and take the first place ((((((:
3/6 ROCKS MUA SOCKS OFF!!! I LOVE 3/6 <333333

DIDNT HAVE HTL TODAY :DDDDDD
but dhanya pig, tharsh and i were standing in the sec3 level and stoning for lyk almost half-an-hour...
we were feeling really emotional and stuff..
tears and etc etc...
stress is the reason...
myitzu came around..hahha..shez dam cute (:
but then decided to leave when it was around 3.15pm..
yeah..was quite disheartening..
reached home around 4pm..and then etc etc etc...

dance tmr..
i don noe whether to rejoice cause of that or to groan cause of that...
i hope i don become blur and get scolding tmr /:
and im feeling DARN tired now..
i guess i gotta sleep early so that i get enough rest...
i didnt mean to be mean to shu today..hahha
her reaction was really funny though..hahhah

bbaaahhh...
im boreddd...hahha
have chem, english and elec geog tests next week /:
i gotta start studying..
and and..i need someone to update me on epl standings /:
cause i seriously don noe what had been going on in epl and FA etc etc for the past week...
anyways..weekend is there for me to catch up with everything (:
too little time left to accomplish soo many thingss...
sports day event is coming up!!!
COOKE SHALL WIN CHEERLEADING ONCE AGAIN!!
AND ALSO THE COMPETITIONS FOR SPORTS DAYYY!!!!
YAYYYY!!! GOO COOOKKEEEE :DDDDD
I LOVE MUA COOKIE :D

okay..anywayyy...
i guess i will end my post here...
i suddenly feel lyk wanting to celebrate my birthday..
too badd..27 november is too far away from the present..
actually not that far..but it seems such..hahha
okay...anw..
gotta go..
BYEE!! <3

okayy....
im bored..
actually no..i have Amath test to study for...
but im jus lyk cbb...
ARGHHH!!!
dance was fun today (:
orientation for sec1s was quite fun la..
cuz the activities were full of dance, fun and screaming..
and last but not least..FUN (:
anything that has dance..I LIKE (:
but the beginning of dance was quite quiet..and depressing
cuz some people were undergoing mood swings and etc etc..
i knew what it was all about..
but i don wanna talk about it..=/
im not exactly bothered cause of that..
i mean..it was just a punishment for the wrong commited..
but anw..don wanna talk about that..
but everyone got cheered up while orientation..
thank you leaders (:
so yeah..got back quite a number of test papers ytd and today...
firstly..Emath MRT after lyk what seemed like eternity,..
got a1 (: even though not full marks..but im happy (:
then..biology...i was soo dam scared..
but im happy with my results..got the a1 i wanted..
so..shall not complain la..
then was SS...also got a1 (:
i thought i might fail..but at least i didnt..im happy (:
got back physics today..oh mann..soo don wanna talk about it..
only one person in the whole level got a1 pleasee..
THAT PATHETICCC!!
i soo gotta start improving my physics...
and thats the only subject i have tuition too..
so i gotta do better fot the next upcoming test =/
monday Emath MRT was kinda difficult..
a few questions..i hope i get a1 for that paer (:
Amath test tmr..i studied all my formulas already..
but gotta go and practice assesment books after this..
im sooo stressed..
and im jus feeling soo neglected by everything..
getting soo frustrated, emotional and hurt soo easily..
i knew i wasnt this worse last year...
i don know..
the smallest thing can hurt me lyk its a very major problem..
omgg...WHY WHY WHYYY??!!!
im trying my very best to control my feelings =/
i keep listening to 'numb' by linkin park...
sad songs jus do the trick on me..
so do tamil and hindi songs with really fast beats...
so..contradicting =/
DHANYA!! chill about your test la..
jus try harder for the next time!! im sure u can do better!! keep trying piggyy!! akshaya loves youu (:

more things happening in school..
about the fun and everything in school..
don feel lyk blogging about them..
petrina koh is my elec geog teacher from now..
good luck for me =/
ohh!! and SS test today was quite okay i guess?!

im feeling sleepy..
but i have tons of homework and assesment to finish before going to sleep..
AARRGGGHHH!!
frustration.................
anw...i guess i gotta go..
i love 'numb' by linkin park...and also 'i cant hate you anymore' by nick lachey <3
anywaysssss...syf training is really helping me to loose weight (: (:
YAY (:
okay...gotta go..
STUDYY!! something which i TOTALLY despise doing nowadays..
i miss those lower sec days ):
SUNTANNING GANG!!! BACK ROW!!! WACE! 3 WOMEN!!! ALL THOSE FUN IN 2/4!
I MISS THEMM! SEC2 CAMP ESP! LOVE YA PPL (:
dinosaur..i miss you too D: darshini also ):

BLOG. BLOG. BLOG.
im blogging quite often nowadays...hahha
not that i have lots of time laa...
jus that..I DON FEEL LIKE STUDYING DDD:
which is BAD BAD BAD!!!! ):
im feeling soo tired...........blah blah blah...

school today was quite okay i guess (:
cz is well again and back to school (:
but zenia was absent..guess she hasnt recovered entirely yet..
GET WELL SOON, ZENIAA (:
so...yeah...
had PE in the morning...was chatting with cz and ive while the rest of the class was warming up by running..
IM SOOOOO GONNA FAIL NAPFA THIS YEAR (:
and i have absolutely no regrets even if i do..
if i pass...its really a miracle..hahha
im not lyk demoralising myself...
but i jus cant run long distances ):
only short distance running is suitable for me luhhh...hahha
also played soccer during PE...WAS SOOO FUN PLEASSEEE!!! hahah
after PE was physics..
was dead scared that we would get back physics test..
LUCKILY NOT :DDDD YAYY!! MY WEEKEND WOULDNT BE SPOILED BY PHYSICS TEST (:
hahha...after physics was recess...
nothing much during recess...
i think i lost 10 buck )':
but i have no idea how i did...was trying to figure that out during recess..but to no avail ):
so..yeah..jus learnt a lesson to be more careful..
luckily i didnt loose my whole wallet...
fuck the person who stole the 10 bucks that i had saved up to buy a present for mum...FUCK YOU MANNN!!!
after recess was social studies..nothing much la..
jus did this sample question that might come out for social studies papers...
and yeah..on some Vehicle Quota System and Electronic Road Pricing..
i had to lyk refer to my textbook and notes to write the answer..
I HAVE TO START REVISING MANNNN DDD:
then was english...did the persuasuive writing graded assignment..
on "Teenagers in Singapore are selfish and materialistic"..
DAO LA...im nt like that okayy...hahah
but i was lyk supporting that statement and wrote a lot of anecdotes and mainly crap...
i hope i dont fail it..hmmph
then was assembly..which was work attachment sharing sorta thing..
the zoo group was soo funny pleasee!! hahah
then was the voting of house captains 07/08 for COOKE HOUSE!!
C IS FOR COOKIE AND ITS COOG ENOUGH FOR MEEE :DDDDD
so yeah..they read out the nominees and yeah we had to vote either one of them for house captain..
and vote for anyone whom you think deserves to be in the house committee...
so yeah..don wanna say who i voted for..hahah..
JUNE LOH WAS A NOMINEE AS WELL!! hahha
she was so dam blur when she had to tok pleasee....hahha
but yeah..so after house voting went to get changed and went for dance practice...
MANN...PRACTICE WAS DAM TIRING MANNNNN...
my butt and thighs hurt like HELL now please..
DO NOT LAUGH OKAYYY!! ITS PAINFUL ):
we had lyk continuous practice with very little water breaks la..
i mean..its kinda good cuz it helps us to build our stamina..
but i was lyk TOTALLY dehydrated and exhausted after that please..
but i kinda enjoyed it la..
except for banding thing...which i found a little unfair..
anyways..don wanna talk about that..
cuz there's nothing i can do about that..
ACCEPT THE REALITY AS IT IS NO MATTER HOW DISASTROUS IT MIGHT BE =/
so yeah..then i heard the sec1s talking..
I HATE THEM PLEASEEE!!
they are sooo dam complacent that they are lyk the best la..
LYK WTH PLEASEEEE!!!!!!!
was lyk dam pissed when i heard what they said..
omg..i have loads to d over the weekend...
stressed stressed stressed....................................
have to revise elec geog, Amath, Emath and Social Studies..
GOTTA SEIZE THE TIME..............=/
sat and sunday got dance practice..
nowadays im feeling really emotional, frustrated and irritated after dance..
lyk soo demoralised.......rather unfair..
but anyways..forget about it..
i have to be dedicated cause syf is coming up and we have to do our best.NO MATTER WHAT =/
and yeah...i love dance (:
okay anw..random..
gotta go and study though im feeling DEAD tired...
okay then..
BUH-BYEE!!!
<333