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I love The Vampire Diaries, Pretty Little Liars, Skins, One Tree Hill, The O.C., Grey's Anatomy and Prison Break.
Cesc Fabregas is my all-time favourite player.
I love quotes, watching movies and photography.
I love MUSIC.
Arsenal is my everything.
(:

Once a Gunner, always a Gunner,
Victoria Concordia Crescit,


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Tuesday, March 30, 2010 ; 7:40 PM Y

Man U lost to Bayern (:
So if Arsenal wins tonight..one of the happiest days everrr (((:
COME ON GUNNERSSSS. YOU CAN DO IT!
And Thierry Henry, please don't score tonight ):

Victoria Concordia Crescit,

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Monday, March 29, 2010 ; 6:30 AM Y

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

-

'Akshaya, are you okay?'

'Yea.'
'Akshaya, why are you so stoned today?'
'I don't know.'
'Akshaya, what's wrong with you today?'
'I don't know.'

I really don't know but today was jus emo day for me. I really wanna be happy and smile and be the usual me and not sulk or put up a grouchy face or stone into blank space absentmindedly. But inevitably, thats exactly what I ended up doing. Is it cause I didn't have enough sleep? I really don't know. Sometimes I guess emotions are unexplainable..you jus feel a certain way and you jus can't explain why you feel that way. You jus feel shitty..you think about all the cons in your life..you become unhappy..you feel like crying..like crying out loud..Why am I not good enough? Why does my life such so much? Such pessimistic questions start to surface in your mind. Unable to find answers for such questions, you jus start to think about whatever that lacks in your life. Result=emoness. I guess thats what happened to me today. I really don't know why I started to feel this way. It jus sucks. I wanna be happy. I wanna smile. And sometimes, when my mind is plagued by such pessimism, I start to wonder what is the point in being happy. I know thats stupid, but thats the way my stupid brain thinks sometimes. Today was supposed to be a half day off. I should've been able to go home and sleep and catch up on unfinished homework and lessons. But anyway, I had CCA..nothing to complain about this since AYLI is next week. So obviously I have to anticipate such long hours of Theatre this week and next week. It's inevitable. Anyway, I spent close to 8 hours costuming at the Black Studio. Thank God it wasn't like those Odyssey days when we had to sit outside the Blacks during sessions. But I guess everyone felt pretty drained out today. Probably still 'hungover' from Funorama..and all the hard work that we had to put in to ensure the success of our class and CCA stalls. But I guess music from my i-pod wasn't sufficient this time round to change my mood and drive me on to continue sewing and complete all the pending skirts and dresses. I guess I managed to finish Afi's and Mivio's costumes today..but Afi's has to be redone ):

I don't know what I wanna do. Or what I feel like doing. I jus hate this. I am unable to define what 'this' is..but smthg in my life is jus wrong. I don't know if I am searching for smthg that isn't there..or yearning for smthg. UGGHHH. It is jus really frustrating..and I hate staring into blank spaces with random thoughts filling my brain..thoughts that don't exactly make sense when I put them together. Why am I thinking of such things now when I am supposed to be concentrating on a lot more important things? PRIORITISE, AKSHAYA!
Wake up Akshaya! Stop sulking and get back to work!

ugghh.
Arsenal vs Barca on Thursday morning.
Arsenal, please win and give me smthg to smile about.
Victoria Concordia Crescit,

I love Nirvana.

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido





Friday, March 26, 2010 ; 7:37 AM Y

I love this song!

'True Faith' by Anberlin
I feel so extraordinary
Something's got a hold on me
I get this feeling I'm in motion
A sudden sense of liberty
I don't care 'cause I'm not there
And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow
Again and again I've taken too much
Of the things that cost you too much
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

When I was a very small boy,
Very small boys talked to me
Now that we've grown up together
They're afraid of what they see
That's the price that we all pay
Our valued destiny comes to nothing
I can't tell you where we're going
I guess there was just no way of knowing
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

I feel so extraordinary
Something's got a hold on me
I get this feeling I'm in motion
A sudden sense of liberty
The chances are we've gone too far
You took my time and you took my money
Now I fear you've left me standing
In a world that's so demanding
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun

FUN-O-RAMA TMR! I am excited (:

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Tuesday, March 23, 2010 ; 8:43 AM Y

Thierry Henry, “I do not want to play against Arsenal, simple as that”

Former Arsenal captain Thierry Henry was bitterly disappointed to see Barcelona draw the Gunners in last week’s Champions League draw. As explained by his team mate Dani Alves, the Frenchman was very upset as he wanted to face his former club in the final but today, in an interview published by Sky Sports, it seems the 32-year old declared he has no intention of playing against his former club.

The striker explained how it would be “weird” for him to step on the pitch when Arsenal play and he’s on the opposite side of the field. With the two sides set to face for the 1st leg on March 31, when asked if he would celebrate a goal against the Gunners, Henry clearly said he has no intention of playing against them and he’s still in love with his former club.

He said:

Whenever there is a draw for the Champions League I’m in pain. I’m not saying I won’t try to fight or whatever because that’s the way the game is. But I don’t want to play against Arsenal. It will be weird for me to step on the pitch, even if it’s at the Emirates and not Highbury, with another shirt on.

[Celebrating if I score?] Forget about it. No. I do not want to play against Arsenal, simple as that. The bond that I have with the Arsenal fans I will never get anywhere else. Because I don’t think I will ever play for another team for that long. Eight years – I don’t think I will be with another team for eight years, I am getting old now.

Adapted from The Gunning Hawk

Alex Hleb ahead of the Barcelona game: I believe Arsenal can take them and win

For Arsenal supporters, Alexander Hleb will always be considered as one who could have done much more for the North London Club and was wrong when he decided to leave to join Barcelona. Ironically, the Belarus International is now one who could provide a lot of advise to his former team-mates having played for the Spanish giants and having lost against them in this year’s Champions League.

Ahead of the big match of March 31, the 28-year old explained how Arsenal should not fear the Catalans as they are more than capable of beating them if they play in the same way they did against Porto. Hleb labeled the Gunners’ style of football as “fantastic”, adding how they did incredibly well to recover from back-to-back defeats against Manchester United and Chelsea in the Premiership.

He said:

You just need to see the way Arsenal played against Porto. They have moved back into excellent form since they lost their games against Manchester United and Chelsea in the Premier League. I’m not going to say who will win, that’s difficult. But the way I see it, Arsenal have a real chance against Barcelona.

Arsenal have a style they like to play in and when they play well, like they did against Porto, it’s fantastic. Arsenal’s style is quicker than Barcelona’s build-up and passing is less direct. Arsenal move the ball faster. That can make life difficult for Barcelona.

Against Barcelona you need to try and hold onto the ball, be ready to break, and keep yourselves compact and it’s important not to go out there scared when you play against Barcelona. I don’t think Arsenal will do that. I believe they can take on Barcelona and do well, and win. Against Barcelona you cannot afford to make mistakes. We [Stuttgart] learnt that the hard way.


Adapted from The Gunning Hawk.


Arsenal 2-0 West Ham ;D ;D

Fabregas and Denilson scored ;D

And RvP is back to fitness and will take approximately month more to get to match fitness ((:

And hopefully Arsenal will get into semis of Champions League and make me even more happier. gunnersssss. <3

Victoria Concordia Crescit,

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Saturday, March 20, 2010 ; 8:17 AM Y

Save tonight and fight the break at dawn, come tomorrow,
tomorrow I'll be gone
things to look forward to:
22 March: School reopens
31 March: Champions League QF 1st Leg Arsenal vs Barcelona (THIERRY HENRY RETURNS TO THE EMIRATES STADIUM!)
6 April: Champions League QF 2nd Leg Barcelona vs Arsenal (CESC FABREGAS RETURNS TO THE NOU CAMP)
8-10 April: As you Like It Production
26 April: One Tree Hill Season 7 resumes
All rights. I am going to sleep before I wake up to watch Arsenal vs West Ham United.
;D


And I love Aaron Kelly ;D
Aaron Kelly and Didi for American Idol! ;D ;D


all rights, off now.

BUH-BYEE!

<333

Victoria Concordia Crescit,


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Sunday, March 14, 2010 ; 7:34 AM Y




Shit, isn't the music jus plain AWESOME.
I love Steve Jablonsky ;D
and I jus love love love love love love Transformers. Best movie everrrr.

Hull City 1-2 Arsenal ;D ;D
Bendtner and Arshavin scoreddddd. ;D

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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ; 9:14 AM Y

Arsenal 5-0 FC Porto ;D ;D
Into QFs of UCL (((;
and NASRI scoreddddd. (:

I am free (for now at least!)

Terms are over. yay. I can slack now..at least for while before other stuff come back to haunt me.
Watched Alice in Wonderland with May, Sarah Lim XL and Yi Sing. I liked it (:
I think Johnny Depp is an amazing actor [:
Anyway, I can slack now..and I am going to watch a lot of old/new movies and dramas. Yay. I feel like re-watching Laguna Beach. Brings back nice secondary school memoriesss (:

Anyway, listening to Karl Wolf now. I love his 'Crazy Girl' and 'Africa'. Nice nicee.
and 'The Only Exception' by Paramore (:

Anyway I am off now.
BUH-BYEE!
Victoria Concordia Crescit,





Monday, March 08, 2010 ; 1:23 AM Y

Arsenal won 3-1!
<3

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Saturday, March 06, 2010 ; 6:43 AM Y

I love this song. [:


TIME TO MUG FOR TERMS.

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