ARSENAL
I love The Vampire Diaries, Pretty Little Liars, Skins, One Tree Hill, The O.C., Grey's Anatomy and Prison Break.
Cesc Fabregas is my all-time favourite player.
I love quotes, watching movies and photography.
I love MUSIC.
Arsenal is my everything.
(:
Once a Gunner, always a Gunner,
Victoria Concordia Crescit,
Current Ear Wax:
1. Cafe by Big Bang
From their old album but still..love this song :D
2. One More Night by Maroon 5
Can't wait to get my hands on their new album!!
3. Lies Greed Misery by Linkin Park
Not their best song..but I still like it.
4. Spectrum by Florence + The Machine
Her voice..is just amazing and so unique. It never fails to amaze you with good music in each of their albums. NEED TO GET THIS ALBUM!!!!
5. Wait for Me by Rise Against
I have been listening to them quite a lot recently. Their music is really good!!
Plus, Spain won France 2-0. Kudos to Xabi Alonso who scored both goals. Besides, it was his 100th cap.
Happy that they go to the Semis! Looking forward to the England v Italy game today!!
Anyway, gotta go and plan my timetable for next sem now.
ADIOS!
Got a lecture from the sup.
Was almost late for work.
Heard that there was priority booking for BB through which all the tickets would probably get sold out.
The weather was horrible.
Left my fucking back with my iPod(the love of my life), house keys, ez link card and ACJC jacket at the stupid locker which couldn't we opened when I left.
And now travelling home with 1.50 bucks for bus fare, a water bottle and my phone (my other love of life).
Gahh I should be glad I still have my phone but I feel sooo insanely handicapped without my iPod. My precious iPod which always accompanies me through triumphs and sorrow.
Gahh today was a horrible day.
Please let Spain win tonight and make it better. FML.
I think I have been told a gazillion times I'm not good enough and I guess because of that I stopped believing in myself altogether.
I guess I'm not good at taking criticisms.
Or maybe I just have an in-born deficiency. Maybe my genes were kind of mutated when I was born such that it made me slightly mentally retarded and dumber than the average human being making it harder than normal for me to succeed.
And also caused me to have low confidence or self esteem.
I really can't do this.
I can't do it right.
And I'm sick of being compared to the superior beings around me who serve as a constant reminder of how much of an underachiever I am. And how I'm not good enough. And how my efforts never seem to pay off.
Nothing is right.
And I'm just gonna listen to music and hope the next 3 months zoom past without much pain.
Cause I'm just shutting it all out and pushing it to a small corner of my kind and I'm hoping I don't get a mental breakdown or extreme depression meanwhile.
Life sucks. I know.
Only thing to look forward to: June 8, the start of Euros.
Other than that, my life has no purpose (pretty much).
