ARSENAL
I love The Vampire Diaries, Pretty Little Liars, Skins, One Tree Hill, The O.C., Grey's Anatomy and Prison Break.
Cesc Fabregas is my all-time favourite player.
I love quotes, watching movies and photography.
I love MUSIC.
Arsenal is my everything.
(:
Once a Gunner, always a Gunner,
Victoria Concordia Crescit,
Long ago Just like the hearse, you die to get in again We are so far from you
Burning on Just like a match you strike to incinerate The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (Worst you take) From every heart you break (Heart you break) And like a blade you stain (Blade you stain) Well, I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight
Came a time When every star fall Brought you to tears again We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (Worst you take) From every heart you break (Heart you break) And like the blade you stain (Blade you stain) Well, I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long not goodnight
Can you hear me? Are you near me? Can we pretend? To leave and then We'll meet again When both our cars collide
What's the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long not goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight
“Nathan, from the second I heard those words, “We found a body,” my heart sank. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t think and now that I’ve managed to at least move, all I can think about is one moment you and I shared years ago. Over and over, that same insignificant moment repeats in my head. I can’t tell you why. It was your birthday. Your first year playing for Maryland and Jamie must have been two. You said you didn’t wanna do anything but I insisted on at least having your favorite ice cream. Do you remember this? When I brought back mint chocolate chip and you asked why I thought that was your favorite, I was so confused. Any time we had gotten ice cream together, that’s what you always chose but you told me rocky road was your favorite. And you looked at me so tenderly, Nathan, and you said you always chose mint chocolate chip because you knew it was my favorite flavor. And that’s when I realized for the first time that you hadn’t been making any of your decisions for yourself. You were doing everything for me, all along for your family. And it occurred to me that we still had so much to learn about each other. And since then, Nathan, I’ve learned about the wonderfully selfless, humble, strong man you are. Nathan, I can’t hear that you’ll never come home again. That I’ll never learn something new about you again. Never experience your selflessness, your love, your warm touch again. Nathan, please. Have we really had out last conversation? Our last kiss? I don’t know what I’d do. Please.”
ONE TREE HILL..Omfggg.
Friday, February 24, 2012 ; 6:01 AM Y
Famous Last Words. Welcome to the Black Parade. Helena. Teenagers. I don't love you. Na na na. I'm not okay. The kids from yesterday.
What did he do that was wrong? Care? I'm sorry he did cause if he didn't you would have been dead long time ago. And what do you call it? Self-destruction? Would you rather see Kol getting thrown off the second floor before he kills Matt or would you rather attend Matt's funeral? He freaking saved Matt's life and you call it self-destruction? And after that go all 'Stefan, tell me you can feel' bullshit?
Bloody hell. You don't deserve Damon. He is way, way better than you.
For fuck's sake, stop being a bitch to him just because he is madly in love with you that its freaking blinding him..and stop pushing him away JUST BECAUSE HE CARES.
I don't know who to blame..the writers or Elena Fucking Gilbert..
And don't even let me get started on the way she probably betrayed and signed the death sentence of Elijah and Klaus. Elijah TRUSTED you, Elena..doesn't he deserve the truth at the very least that his Mum isn't quite saintlike or forgiving as she portrays herself to be?
The only thing good about this episode was Klaus/Caroline and Tyler/Caroline.
'I will come home to you. I love you.' < Tyler, you're sucha sweet hybrid, putting aside the sire crap..even then, I still love you <3
And Klaus is just love.
Ciao.
I shall go and study now or do smthg else..hopefully next week's episode will be better and not so heart wrenching..
Driving a stake right through my heart probably feels less painful than this.
Excuse the TVD-ish reference there cause its probably my favourite drama/thing or whatsoever at this moment. Second to Arsenal ofcourse.
Just watched the promo for TVD 3x14. And what the actual fuck. Damon and Stefan fight? And one of them throws the other off the second floor of Klaus' mansion. Seriously..Elena isn't that great. If you ask me, in a way she doesn't deserve either of them..but ofcourse I am always biased towards Damon. Yes, both have done many questionable things. But they never stopped caring about her and loving her. And finally after some 150 years which drove a wedge between them because either of them could get over the pain of the previous love triangle, they finally bonded as brothers. Finally..they stopped being on opposite ends and started communicating more..like real brothers. And now, Elena? Seriously. And cause she just can't make up her mind on Damon or Stefan its just making the wedge between them worse..probably because neither of them can stand the idea of Elena being with another person..
And then there is Damon..Oh my Damon. He was genuine, sweet and nice..and so gentlemanly when he was human. But his love for Katherine wasn't enough (I still find Katherine cool regardless of how much of a bitch she has been. LOL). And he turned. And he changed cause the one girl whom he loved was 'killed'..or at least he thought she was. And in some ways, Stefan was to blame. And he took out all his hate and anger on everything else, in particular Stefan cause he was the reason for it all. And he changed. Became malicious..a slightly less conniving version of Katherine herself. Only to realise that the woman he loved so much never quite loved him back to hold on or to come back to even say something even though she was alive all along..all the times he was desperately trying to find for ways to bring her back from the tomb. Ouch. And then..enter: Elena. Looks aside, she is completely different. But she made him feel again. Managed to break through that wall of 'oh whatever I don't give a shit anymore' and made him feel happy for once. But all for nothing cause she wasn't hers..she was with his brother..the same brother whom Katherine loved more than him.
And FINALLY when he is actually softening up to Elena in her post-Stefan period where she went through crap and she actually started developing substantial feelings for him, putting aside the subtle feelings she had in Season 2..they make him go crazy and do crazy stuff(Judging from the 3x14 promo.)
Seriously, just give him a break and not keep causing him pain of all sorts. 'There is only so much hurt a man can take.' He said it himself. Just..let him be happy please. He deserves that much after all this time. He changed for the better..for Elena..and he is finally letting some of his humanity show again. Don't crush him and make him feel like crap and make him go back to being the vampiric, emotionless, ruthless Damon he was :(
I know, I rant a lot when it comes to my favourite shows.
And retreating into the real world..I think I am having a headache. Tired of having this prolonged feelings of insecurity where I can never live up to the expectations of myself..of others. It sucks. But I don't wanna feel anymore.
Perhaps..I should just get some sleep.
Fuck.
Arsenal is up later. Please win and give me smthg to smile about. It really has been a miserable week.
