FML. Today sucks. It has been SUCH a bad day. Unimaginably bad and I am not exaggerating. And the only thing that made smile for about an hour was my beloved Arsenal. Other than that..it has been so bad.
I feel freaking useless. Why the fuck do I keep making mistakes? Seriously. I am not that dumb. And all of this is making me feel like a dumbass. And I continuously make the same mistakes. I don't know who to be mad at..except myself. fml. This is not my area of expertise, I conclude. Not like accounting is easy to get in in university. But even if I do qualify, I will not major in accounting. I am so bad at it. And one has to be a perfectionist to be good at it..which is smthg I am not. I am a freaking slob. I am super messy. I do not have any order. I don't like to sit down, shut up and work. I constantly need entertainment in my life. And..I DO NOT LIKE MATH enough to keep seeing mathematical figures my whole life. Fml. I am gonna be the worst intern this year..and I pity my supervisor. I am grateful that she's been able to put up with me for so long.
Fuck this. I jus wanna run away. Far away. To my beloved Arsenal. For now, thats the only thing that makes me smile or makes me happy.