ALevels are OVER. THEY ARE OFFICIALLY OVER. After 2 years of constantly mugging for it..THEY ARE OVER.
A LEVELS ARE OVER.
AND MY SCHOOLING LIFE HAS OFFICIALLY COME TO AN END. ):
My mother told me that I will never get this part of my life back..the schooling part. Life from now on will never be like how school life was. University is different..it's not school. There are uniforms..its just this huge community..and you are in different faculties and studying different stuff..and in a few years' time you'll be out in the working world doing your own thing. Well, at least thats how I think life is gonna be.
And I am kinda scared. Where will I be in a year's time? What will I be studying?
See, thats the problem with me. I don't plan anything. I jus make decisions on the spot. I have no sense of direction. I jus take things as they come. Maybe it is a good thing..cause I don't spend time worrying about it..I jus do things with what I've got. I mean..I didn't even think I would end up going to St.Margs or ACJC for secondary school and junior college. It jus sorta happened. Oh well..I guess I will jus stick with that. I don't really know what I wanna do in uni..I mean..I know I am not an art-sy person..and even if you exclude art-sy subjects, there are still SO many things you can do. Oh wells, I will think about it after I get my Alevel results in March.
But for now, I am gonna enjoy. Went out with the peeps after Physics Paper 1. I love 15 Minutes. AWESOME and SUPER FILLING FOOD. Thanks for the treat and for the birthday presents :D :D
Wow, I am really eighteen. Maybe I am still a little (or maybe really) immature compared to an 18 year old..I think thats a drawback of being the only child. You are always made to think that you are youngest and that you have no burden on your shoulders. And it makes you think that you don't need to grow up because mummy and daddy will always be hovering and will always look after you. Well, WRONG. Mummy and Daddy won't always be around to babysit you!
Yes, they do nag (more than usual) because you are the only one they've got and the only one they can dote on. The only one who can give them all the happiness that a child could possibly give to a parent. But at least..when you are the only child, you somehow manage to stay close to your parents..I mean..you are their ONLY one afterall..
Okay I am rambling again.
But anyway, my point is that..I think it really hit me that I am EIGHTEEN today..I mean..wow, a few years ago Eighteen=Party like mad, FREEDOM etc. But..oh wells, not SOO true. Not yet :D
Oh well anyway, I am gonna go on a Movie plus Drama marathon now.
Rewatched Titanic day before yesterday..and I cried so hard. It's such an amazing love story and the way they portrayed it is really, really amazing. Wowwwww. I loveee that movie. I don't care if it's cheesy or whatsoever...it is still one of the best movies of ALL TIME.
Then, I watched Revolutionary Road..and Freedom Writers. I love both movies. Freedom Writers is really sooo inspirational. The movie is based on a true story..and till I watched the movie I never knew race and religion or even colour could cause so much of division between people. I mean yes, I knew about the problems that have been caused due to such differences..
But watching the movie was like giving me a first hand recount of the entire experience. And when a 16-year-old kid/teenager gets wrapped up in all of it..and asks herself or himself 'What did I do to make them hate me so much?'..I think it really makes you think. That was a quote from Freedom Writers by the way. And the movie talks about how a teacher goes out of her way to understand her students and bridge them together despite their differences. And to see people who were initially divided to finally come together and say 'We feel at home here' was really...wow, like..it seemed so impossible for them to even GET ALONG..and they came so far to the extent where they truly bonded as more than jus classmates. It was really an amazing movie :D
Revolutionary road..was another ill-fated love story from DiCaprio and Kate Winslet..but Kate Winslet dies in this one..):
It was a very different movie..set in the 195os..and it tells a story of a young couple who are willing to risk it all to follow their dreams. But..it seems out of the world if they decide to do so..and whether they would achieve it and succeed...thats the main gist of the storyline.
Haixx...oh wells, I am gonna go watch Transformers now. I think it is like a ritual for me to watch Transformers after every exam..because I have been doing that since Sec3 End of year exams (if I remember correctly).
Oh wells.
Jack Wilshere scored his first goal for Arsenal in the Premier League on 27 Nov 2010.
Akshaya turned 18 on 27 Nov 2010.
Arsenal won Aston Villa 4-2 on 27 Nov 2010.
And now...I'm off.
BUH-BYEE!
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