'23 by Jimmy Eat World
I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...
Sometimes I wonder..whats the point? Whats the point in doing all of this when you know you are not taking a step towards something bigger in life? All of this struggle..hours of work..but then I realised that it is indeed for me to take a bigger step in life. Then I tell myself,'I should continue to fight. Press on. Press on.'
Haix..thats jus life I guess. You just gotta contain all the crap and look forward or look at the brighter aspects of life that give you reason to smile. And that a lot of people would actually covet to have the life that you are living. 'Don't complain too much', some say. But it's human nature to want for something better regardless of how good or bad your life has been. Maybe I will have a less pessimistic, happier life after Alevels. TWO MONTHS BEFORE IT ALL ENDS. ONE MONTH BEFORE A'S START.
I am anxious, ofcourse. It is like..the most important exam in my life (so far). So..I have to give it all and there can't be room for regret or anything of that sort. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Shall be more optimistic and maybe it will help me get through it.
Till then..I shall refrain from anything and everything. Or at least I will try to. After A's..full swing drama marathons for Prison Break, HIMYM, Gossip Girl,OTH, Grey's etc. :D Can't wait! Something to look forward to. yay!
'Take me to the riot' by Stars
Grey skies and light fading, headlamps making patterns on the wall
Uptown it's dead now but, out here no one seems to care at all
Slick girls and sick boys and each one lining up to take it home
They hold tight their coin and pray no one has to see the fall
I'm there, yeah I serve them, the one with the empty looking eyes
Come closer, you'll see me: the face that is used to telling lies
Saturday nights in neon lights, Sunday in the cell
Pills enough to make me feel ill, cash enough to make me well
Take me, take me to the riot
Take me...
You sprung me, I'm grateful
I love when you tell me not to speak
I owe you but I know you, you'll have me back but it's gonna take a week
What now kid?, which way love?
Will we ever make up and be friends?
Good news is my shoes is lined with all my nickels and my tens
Let's do them! Just feed me... I hate when I have to go to sleep
You despise me and I love you
It's not much but it's just enough to keep...
Saturday nights in neon lights, Sunday in the cell
Pills enough to make me feel ill, cash enough to make me well
Take me, take me to the riot
And let me stay...
Amazing song. :D
Victoria Concordia Crescit,
No Arsenal match this week. Sadface.
They'll be back next week!!!
BUH-BYEE!
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