Black & White♥;

'I can't loose you; I won't survive'.

Good time watching Grey's :D I like. I likeee.

Gonna do Math noww :D

ARSENAL OWNED MANCHESTER CITY 3-0 :D

Nasri, Song and Bendtner scoreddddd and owned them to the max. Jack Wilshere was suspended ): But Fabregas and Nasri played freakin' well and brought home 3 points. I don't care if people say that Arsenal won cause Man City was down to 10men 4 minutes into the game. Arsenal played well..created great chances and scored 3 amazing goals to bring home 3 points. End of story. I loveddd Nasri's goal. He is in red-hot form! Yayyy! Hopefully he will remain as fit as a fiddle for most of the season! And hopefully van Persie and Vermaelen will recover soon so that Arsenal can be back to full strength. And when they are at full strength, they will be well and trully unstoppable. Yay :D Arsenal makes me believee :D

Gunners all the way, baby! Till the end :D

Victoria Concordia Crescit,

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Synyster Gates is AMAZING. One of the best guitarists everr (next to Slash ofcourse :D)

I can listen to his guitar solos all day.

A7X's new album is out and I was listening to 'Nightmare' and 'Welcome to the family' and it made me realise how much I miss Syn Gates and A7X. A7X FTW!

Okay now I am gonna write about AC Baccalureate. I know I didn't blog on the same day but I was supposed. Was feeling too lazy to do so. So here I am (almost a week later) blogging about Graduation from schooling (for real.)

It was the last day of being a school kid. I mean it is university from next year and we won't be wearing uniforms or anything of that sort anymore. So it is quite a significant day in our lives.

And I thought it was really meaningful. We sang a number of songs. And for once, everyone sang the school song really, really loudly. I mean it is probably the LAST time we'd ever sing the school song together..so why not sing it as loudly as we can? :P And it was pretty emotional..the principal's speech etc. I would miss hearing them say 'To God be the Glory, The Best is Yet to Be.' And I loved all the sharings by the teachers. This is not the end..it is the start of something bigger :D

After Graduation, took loads of pictures with friends, classmates..everyone. It was like frenzy..going around with your camera and capturing every possible moment you can because you don't know if you'd ever get the chance to do so again. Then, went for class outing to Sentosa. It was really fun. We cycled for almost two hours and took loads of pictures as a class. It was probably our most successful class outing everr!! Then we played in the sand..took pictures..chit chatted before calling it a day.

I loved these two years at AC. I think it encompassed both the best and worst years of life. Best..because it was so,so fun and I managed to do some pretty cool things through my CCA. I mean..I would have NEVER thought that I would have ended up in Drama..but it turned out to be really fun. All the dressing room times..all the lame jokes. I really enjoyed myself getting to know everyone. And my class..was one of a kind. We were a kinda divided due to cliques..but we never gave a cold shoulder to one another..we still managed to bond as friends. And we had a number of successful class outings! And they would always be memory :D

And it was the worst because of the academic pursuits..and the burden of all the tutorials and homework. The JC curriculum was really different from secondary school. In secondary school, you could study the day before and at least get a C or B for tests. But in JC, you could spend so much time studying and yet could flunk so badly. It was really a challenge juggling the long hours at drama during productions with the work load from lessons. And also the fact that we had longer days..we had days where we ended lessons at 4:30pm and we would have rehearsals till 9pm. And after reaching home and eating dinner, we would have to do our homework. Sometimes, I would succumb to my tiredness and promise myself to wake up later to do my work..but usually, I'd never be able to wake up after going to sleep. And you really learn to value sleep in JC. Even if you might have had 5-7 hours of sleep (which is supposed to be a luxury) you might still be a walking zombie the next day. And ofcourse, trying to stay awake during lectures and tutorials. Pigging out at the canteen during our uber long breaks. Socialising with the others at the void deck. Or sometimes we'd just remain in the library trying to finish unfinished homework for the lessons later that day. Or sometimes we would jus wind down at the cushion-y sofas at the library cause we are jus to exhausted to work anymore.

I think AC has taught me many things. I had loads of fun working with the peeps for Odyssey, CMC, AYLI and NOL. And also the classmates and CCA mates for Fun-o-rama. And of course..the super fun SBS sessions during CMC. I really enjoyed my time here.

NJC didn't want me even though I met their cut. Oh well. It's okay. AC gave me a great time..2 years that I would always remember and cherish. And great friendships built that would last a lifetime. I wouldn't trade these 2 years for anything else. I had fun. It was great. I learnt priceless lessons..through mistakes and through advices. And I will always remember them. Don't be sad that it has ended. Be glad that it happened :D This is not the end. It is merely a beginning of what is to come and the beginning of the next chapter in our lives.

Maybe sometime later when we gather at AC for Founder's day or smthg..we can go to our beloved 4.07AC classroom and reminiscene the times that we had there. Sing ACS Forever <3

And all the great times..and sad times that we had here. I will always, always remember them.

It's always hard to leave..but we will see each other soon :D

Now, it's time to get back to studying and all those coveted As for A's!! :D

To God Be the Glory. The Best is Yet to Be.

Victoria Concordia Crescit,

Sing ACS forever more,

Our ACS forever,

God save our land and heaven bless,

Our ACS forever

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I love you more than yesterday, less than tomorrow.

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'23 by Jimmy Eat World
I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...

Sometimes I wonder..whats the point? Whats the point in doing all of this when you know you are not taking a step towards something bigger in life? All of this struggle..hours of work..but then I realised that it is indeed for me to take a bigger step in life. Then I tell myself,'I should continue to fight. Press on. Press on.'
Haix..thats jus life I guess. You just gotta contain all the crap and look forward or look at the brighter aspects of life that give you reason to smile. And that a lot of people would actually covet to have the life that you are living. 'Don't complain too much', some say. But it's human nature to want for something better regardless of how good or bad your life has been. Maybe I will have a less pessimistic, happier life after Alevels. TWO MONTHS BEFORE IT ALL ENDS. ONE MONTH BEFORE A'S START.

I am anxious, ofcourse. It is like..the most important exam in my life (so far). So..I have to give it all and there can't be room for regret or anything of that sort. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Shall be more optimistic and maybe it will help me get through it.
Till then..I shall refrain from anything and everything. Or at least I will try to. After A's..full swing drama marathons for Prison Break, HIMYM, Gossip Girl,OTH, Grey's etc. :D Can't wait! Something to look forward to. yay!

'Take me to the riot' by Stars
Grey skies and light fading, headlamps making patterns on the wall
Uptown it's dead now but, out here no one seems to care at all
Slick girls and sick boys and each one lining up to take it home
They hold tight their coin and pray no one has to see the fall
I'm there, yeah I serve them, the one with the empty looking eyes
Come closer, you'll see me: the face that is used to telling lies

Saturday nights in neon lights, Sunday in the cell
Pills enough to make me feel ill, cash enough to make me well
Take me, take me to the riot
Take me...

You sprung me, I'm grateful
I love when you tell me not to speak
I owe you but I know you, you'll have me back but it's gonna take a week
What now kid?, which way love?
Will we ever make up and be friends?
Good news is my shoes is lined with all my nickels and my tens
Let's do them! Just feed me... I hate when I have to go to sleep
You despise me and I love you
It's not much but it's just enough to keep...

Saturday nights in neon lights, Sunday in the cell
Pills enough to make me feel ill, cash enough to make me well
Take me, take me to the riot
And let me stay...

Amazing song. :D
Victoria Concordia Crescit,
No Arsenal match this week. Sadface.
They'll be back next week!!!
BUH-BYEE!
<333

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'The Years Move On' by Kristian Leontiou

Somehow the words just seem to pass you by
You never understand me
You build me up so you can knock me down
So far down they cannot find me
I've tried so hard
I've played my part
Console this heart
So the years move on
Ill never love the way I loved you
So the years move on
You'll never know the way I loved you
I hear you whisper when I'm all alone
Whose heart are you breaking now
You made me promises you could not keep
I find it hard to believe
I've tried so hard
I've played my part
Console this heart
So the years move on
Ill never love the way I loved you
So the years move on
You'll never know the way I loved you
Goodbye Goodbye
So the years move on

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What a difference a day makes
Twenty-four little hours
Brought the sun and the flowers
Where there used to be rain

My yesterday was blue, dear
Today I'm a part of you, dear
My lonely nights are through, dear
Since you said you were mine

What a difference a day makes
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you

What a difference a day makes
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you

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Someone finds salvation in everyone
Another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Until the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united
Healthy or insane

I love Audioslave.

I slept for TWELVE long hours. But I needed it. I felt so, so tired. And I keep telling myself that I need to go on..and don't worry about my tired-ness..cause I jus assumed that it was a mental thing. But I fell asleep with the lights on..and this wasn't the first time. Oh wells, maybe I am paranoid of the dark.

Anyways, rewatched the 100th Grey's Anatomy episode on SET yesteday. It was Alex/Izzie's wedding. And I cried. I mean..I know it's just a drama and all. But OMG, it was so, so sad. I mean..I know it is supposed to be like a happy occasion cause it is like a wedding. But how would you feel when you know that Death is imminent when you say 'Till Death do us apart'? And you know that even if you try to deny this feeling..it is gonna get to you eventually? )):

Well, Izzie's condition was deteriorating and Derek found another tumour which is inoperable. And I love the part where Alex cries to Meredith that he is afraid that Izzie would die on him ): And Bailey suggests that they give the Mer/Der wedding to Alex/Izzie instead since they don't have something that Meredith and Derek have:Time..because if the tumour wasn't removed soon enough, Izzie would succumb to either her tumour or cancer soon.

And well, it was a really sweet wedding. And I love the part where George helps Izzie cause she was too weak to walk down the aisle. And after that, when you hear Alex say all those sweet things, you can't help but cry. )': Really gives a lot of meaning and depth to the three words 'I love you.' And I love how Meredith was Alex's Best Man. :D

And I love the last part where Izzie cries cause her hair keeps falling off cause of her chemotherapy and all the treatment for her cancer and Alex consoles her saying,'You're beautiful.' Omg, seriously, how can you not LOVE Alex Karev? :D He can be an ass sometimes..but he is just so caring, loving and sweet beneath it all.

And I know Izzie eventually survives and stuff. But if you don't think about that and just watch this episode, it is really so, so sad..and heartbreaking yet really sweet. Grey's Anatomy is really,really amazing! :D

As the day goes.
We're gonna stay up,
Aint gonna lay low,
We're gonna dance all night because we say so.
(Na na na...)

I'm thinkin' maybe, I can't have relationships.
'Cause lately, they're not making any sense.
And baby, you're the one thing on my mind but that can change anytime.

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light
God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hands
The sins of our tongues
The sins of our fathers
The sins of our young

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