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I screwed up my life,

Hello.
Here I sit, in front of the computer. The local time is 10:26pm. It is 2:26pm in London. Well, that was a random detail anyway. I feel so stretched..so ripped apart..like falling apart. Oh whatever..like it matters. It's over...
Sometimes, when you have so much to say, I think this blog really helps me. I mean, besides the times when I keep on ranting about Arsenal and stuff..when problems really do surface or when life jus gets DIFFICULT, I feel like this blog is a good avenue for me to turn to and pen down my opinions/feelings. Hardships.

I am not a facade. Believe me or not, believe in the truth.

So, today started like crap due to hangovers from last night. I could barely open my eyes..they were so red from...last night. So, I was actually considering ponning school today. But I decided against it as I thought I would miss too much to catch up with. Besides, I will be missing a lot of lessons next week due to Theatre Week and The Odyssey.

So today's session didn't seem as tiring as usual. I mean, we managed to spend time sewing. Might sound boring..but it is not that bad, trust me. And I was just chit chatting with Jum meanwhile and I must say she reminds me quite a bit of Shakti. HAHAHA! And Paddy kept laughing AT ME. She said:'When I look at your face, I feel like laughing'. THANKS AH! HAHAHA. So while embarking on our long, long walk to the MRT station, Izzy was asking me about Indian names..and he was quite FASCINATED by how North Indian and South Indian names could differ..and how people could differentiate them. HAHA. I am the pro, man! hahhaa!

And I think my Physics tutor thinks that I am this blur block that understands/gains nothing from tutorials. She even called me out and asked me if I understood what she was teaching..cause she thought that I was super blur /: Is my face that naive/kidish/BLUR?! May tells me to close my mouth so as to appear less blur /: So my Physics tutor asked me to solve this question on the board. Perhaps she assumed that I wasn't understanding anything from the tutorial. And May and Slim starting laughing like mad..cause they thought my reaction/expression was funny. Very funny eh. Math was okay. We got back our timed assignment. Was not too bad, I guess. I could have done better ): I shall try doing that for my CAs..which are in like..two weeks?! ):
Chemistry continues to my favourite subject (: (:Atomic structure is a little confusing..but I think overall, I still prefer Chemistry to my other subjects. And GP is killing me. I should start reading the papers regularly. /:

Okay. So I have quite a bit of homework. I finished Physics Vectors homework in school! (: The library is so, so conducive (: Plus, when you get bored, you can always use the Mac computers and start camwhoring (: The pictures that we took using the effects were HILARIOUS! May literally looked like a rabbit! HAHHA. And Will was trying to make his muscles seem bigger than they actually are! Try harder next time, dancer!

I think I really owe a lot to Shakti for this morning's pep talk. Thanks! I love love love love you! ((: And ICE IS BACK. YAY. YAY. YAY! (: (: (:

I am going to watch The Odyssey with Slim! (: (: PEOPLE! COME GRAB YOUR TICKETS! The Friday tickets are selling fast. So hurry! Buy tickets! If not Ms San will KILL me ):
Ticket collection is tmr. Shit. ): Oh well, Shali helped me get sales from her class (: And Wilson and May's OG are buying from me. So, not too bad (:

Okay. Nasri won't be playing tmr ): Stupid flu! And he apparently patched back with his on and off tennis girlfriend. LOL. Shali, don't be jealous. He's still yours (: Hhahhaha!
And Arshavin got Arsenal Player of the Month award (: Woah..he has started his Arsenal career just the way Nasri did. MORE TO COME, BABY!
And by the time I reach home tomorrow, the match would have started. I need to study and do homework. NEED TO! NEED TO!

Okay, I might sound super cheerful and stuff..but I am NOT feeling that way. A facade. Facades. Many. Contemptuous attitude. I screwed it all up. Without realising it.

All right. I gotta go now. THANKS THARA! (:
All right. Gotta run now.
BUH-BYEE!
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