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Saturday, July 28, 2007 ; 6:14 AM Y

today was fun
fever is slightly better ;D
went to school for cooke house meeting
oh! and we did A LOT of things.
and had a lot fun tooo ;D
haha. vic is super funnyyy.
it was actually something like a cooke-fearon meeting.
even though we were sitting on different tables.
joked around and crapped around a lot.
photos are on my phone.
shall upload...later when i have the mood ;D
oh. and i did Emath jus now ;D
and i don't think bearing is as difficult as i thought it was.
HAHA. probably cause i don't pay close attention during class.
my eyes hurt.
okay. gotta continue.
Geog and Emath tests coming up.
i wanna go out ):
and i wanna watch Transformers AGAIN. haha
Shia Labeouf and josh ROCK.

still nothing heard. still no effect. i gave and gave the best of me but could'nt give you what you needed. Like soldiers, march on.

They sing that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels,
I'm walking towards the light.

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered

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Friday, July 27, 2007 ; 1:29 AM Y

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

okay now.
im feeling sick.
i got some medicine for the rising fever.
but i don wanna take it cause i don wanna feel drowsy or what-so-ever.
okay.
i know i have been blogging like almost every day.
cause..i feel like?!
yea. i feel like blogging.
maybe sudden obsession with blogging?
no dance today (: (: (:
so came home early.
was listening to some emo songs.
and bathed. and here i am, sitting in front of the computer.

to tharshini:
today was one of the worst days in my life.
but despite that, you were there by my side.
you were there when i needed you.
thanks for your healing words.
thank you tharsh. you're the best.
you're the only one can understand me.
you are the only one who can make me smile even when im so down.
you rock. and you will always be one of my best friends ever ;D

i could have broken down during recess or during higher tamil.
but i held back my tears. i knew i should be strong.
i wasn't in the mood for Emath or Physics after recess.
assembly was super boring. i was practically sleeping the whole while.

i can't cry anymore.
thinking about what has happened is of no use.
think about what's gonna happen.
and i can think of nothing except for that.
i wanna get over it.
it pierced through my heart.

i guess i'm gonna end it here.
and i seriously feel like singing this song out loud.


'What goes around, comes around' by Justin Timberlake.
Don't wanna think about it,
don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it,
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it, it'll end up in the news about it
I just can't do with this, tell me it's this fair?
This is the way it's really going down
Is this how we say goodbye?
I should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay cause in time you'll find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around

okay.
off now.
BUH-BYEE!
<333

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Thursday, July 26, 2007 ; 3:19 AM Y

Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away
Everybody’s hurt somebody before
Everybody’s been hurt by somebody before

You can change,

but you’ll always come back for more
It’s a game and we're all just victims of love

okayy
today was quite boring..
3 periods of english /:
i managed to finish my personal recount quite fast ;D
so..i slept for a solid half an hour...
cause i was feeling super sick..and i was feeling warm..
thanks cheryl! for the panadol ;D
and i ran 2 rounds during recess..
thank you tracy ;D
you're my motivator ;D
then i decided to rest..
cause i was feeling too sick..
then went back to class..
FOR AMATH!! hahha
it was the best period in the wholee dayy ;D
like i can never drags during Amaths.
haha..but got a lot of Amath homework though ): ):
after that was Physics and Bio..
i was almost dozing off during Bio..
but cause of Zenia's jokes in the class..
at least can keep awake ;D haha
after school..was higher mother tongue as usual /:
DREAD IT.
and today was worse..
not cause of the lesson..
but nevermind..i don wanna talk about it..
"you never asked".
thats all i can say.
this is not something like cliche or anything.
and its not something which might be nothing or anything.
it's all up to you.
lesson of the day: "Getting hurt is something that happens every day. You must move on from it".
but it's hard getting over things, i reckon.
okay..shall not talk about this anymore.

okay..i'm off now..
Tamil and Chemistry homework to finish..
and i'm feeling tired..
okays..off now..
BUH-BYEE!
<333


Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too







Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day

peace out ;D

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ; 12:10 AM Y

triple science test is over over overrrrrr ;D ;D
OMG.
big relief luhhh...
but don wanna think about the results now..
ahha...TIME TO ENJOYYY..
my brain cells are dead after 3 consecutive tests this week /:
and a lot of homework..UGHHH!!!!
but nevermind..i shall enjoy today to the FULLEST.
hahahah

hmmmm..
super tired..
have been sleeping at 1am++ for the past 4 days ): ):
pity me okayyy! ahha
and at 5pm today got tuition..
i can only catch up w my sleep after thatt ):
ahh! nevermind..
but the main thing is that TESTS ARE OVER FOR THIS WEEK!
goal!2 on saturday w tharsh ;D ;D
COOLL.
cant wait to catch that movie..
and harry potter w dhanya soon tooo ;D
and regarding Harry Potter and the Deadly hallows..
i kinda got to know the story even before i set my hands upon the book ;D
SAVE MONEY ;D
hahha.


gc is coming to singapore in octoberrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but doubt if i can go for their concert though ): ):
but i will continue to support them regardless of what mann!
LOVE THEM.


good charlotte all the wayyy ;D

i love the riverr and dance floor anthem ;D hahha

ok..my head is starting to ache. i think 'the great escape' by boys like girls is superr nicee ;D

anywayy...off noww! BUH-BYEE! <3333

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Thursday, July 19, 2007 ; 4:14 AM Y

5 random facts about tharsh:
#1 she loves currard
#2 she's one of my best advicers and one of the few who can understand me vry well
#3 she has been eating a lot recently (I AM NOT KIDDING OKAY!)
#4 it was so freaky when i talked to her mum on the phone yesterday cause i thought i was actually talking to her brother but it turned out to be her mum /:
#5 she loves taking pictures of herself ;D (but its not vain la haha)

5 random facts about dhanya:
#1 she has been growing fat recently ;D (its okay. can run w me for TAF. haha)
#2 she did the chicken dance in front of her class today
#3 she loves singing especially high pitches
#4 she loves pasa malam attrie ;D
#5 she loves tennis rackets (HAHA)

random facts about today:
#1 i almost missed my stop in the morning, cause i was too tired and was sleeping on 153 /:
#2 the song 'remember the name' kept ringing in my head today
#3 i was freezing in mother tongue class /:
#4 english test was boring. on some trading crap.
#5 recess was SUPER TIRING. 8 rounds and i was flushed after that. (thanks dhanya for lending me a hand while i climbed up the stair ;D)
#6 for the first time, i fell asleep during Amath. AND I HATE GRAPHS!
#7 talked about transformers to ramya during elec geog. I LOVE TRANSFORMERS.
#8 tracy has wild imaginations on biological drawing. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
#9 tharsh and i kept pushing and tickling dhanya during lunch time ;D
#10 highter tamil was boring, spent doing the test ppr. and the passage was on humour.LOL. retarded.
#11 i got 'stranger' song on my phone now ;D
#12 goal2 is releasing today. it's 19july today ;D
#14 i want to watch die hard 4.0 ):
#15 dad is returning from germany on sunday afternoon ;D ;D
#16 i love to tease dhanya
#17 tharsh is singing 'she will be loved' on the phone now
#18 there is prison break tonight (even though i have wtched s2) but i love today's episode ;D
#19 its speech day tmr and i dont feel like staying in school till 7pm++
#20 next week is disastrous. phy, chem and bio tests-all in a row. DIE!
#21 i think the zombie song is SUPER funny. 'in your head'.HAHA.
#22 'the river' acoustic version is super nice.
#23 Joel and Benji sound super alike when they sing. (WOAH! TOO ALIKE ALR LUH.AHAH)
#24 they showed Benji's house on MTV Cribs ytd. and he owns a tiger as a pet (weird.lol) but his swimming pool is very nice ;D
#25 i wanna pon school tmr cause im feeling sick and super tired now /:

hmm.
this post is full of random facts.
and im feeling super sleepy.
jus woke up from my 2-hour nap.
dont say its very long okay.
have been sleeping like 12+ since like sunday.
so yea. i had to catch up w my sleep.
there is 'the hills' today ;D haha
tharsh is really good at influencing me to wtch TV shows.
hmmmmmm.
im bored.
okay.
now i gtg to eat dinner.
AH! feeling nautious.
tmr there's PE in the morning.
DIE!
okays.
peace out!
BUH-BYEE!
<333

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Saturday, July 14, 2007 ; 11:18 PM Y

loads of unfinished homework..
a few more episodes left before i finish watching heroes season 1 ;D
and can't wait for prison break season 3 ;D
coming up soon..mid-august..CANT WAIT..
okay...feeling super down these days..
i think that song jus explains how i feel..
don't feel like blogging by myself..
so i shall jus post the lyrics..

['MISERY' BY GOOD CHARLOTTE]
Take a look around
Don't you see it
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what your feelin'
Don't feel badKeep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There's nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don’t you know
The Misery loves company
Yeah I heard
The Misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
The Misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
Looking for me

The hands are up now
Everybody's singin'
Everybody’s movin’
They program their feelings
They're syncronizing,
And criticizing
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know
The misery loves company
Yeah I heard
The misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
The Misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me

So you're tired of runnin'
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lies
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive

Don't you know
The misery loves company
Yeah I heard
The misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
The misery comes looking for me
Don't you know
Misery loves company
Yeah I heard
The misery was looking for me
Happiness,is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
The misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

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Friday, July 13, 2007 ; 6:48 AM Y

happy birthday sarah aka brother ;D ;D ;D
thanks for the hearts
and hope you like the present ;D

i'm officially seriously in love with GC's GOOD MORNING REVIVAL!
it sooo rocks mann..love it love it love it..
school was normal today..
sorry dhanya and tharsh..for you know what..
i stilll love you both loads and loads..you both are the best ever ;D
ORAL IS OVERR ;D
finally..
was panicking like hell ytd..
and the taxi driver ytd was really funnyy! haha
'it's all dhanya's fault' right?!?! HAHA
felt super relieved after the oral..
i hope can get distinction..
then dhanya accompanied me,tharsh,shalini and divya to the busstop..
then bus-ed to toa payoh to eat..
ate a lot..and crapped around a lot..
talked A LOT!
mann..really loved it..
then mrt-ed back home..
called tharsh and was talking to her while wtching tyra banks (it was duff)..
and tyra fell of the sofa..SUPER FUNNY..
was laughing my ass off..
and i was hoping they will ask duff smthg about madden-duff..
but nthg /:
HAHA.
today has listening compre exercise..
went quite okay i guess.
then went for dance (and i forgot to bring my track pants ): )
then..went home..
and changed blogskin ;D

keep listening to this song..i think the way the chorus is sung is super nice.

give me something to believe in
cause i don't believe in you
anymore, anymore
i wonder if even makes a difference to try
yeah, so this is goodbye.

;D
but im still addicted to good morning revival (:
okays..im off now..
super tired and off to start sming ;D
OKAYS!
BUH-BYEE!
<3333

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Sunday, July 08, 2007 ; 1:58 AM Y

went to catch transformers yesterday :D :D :D
OMG OMG OMG...it rocks like anything mannn...
i wanna watch it again..
even my mum like loved it okayyy...
I LOVE TRANSFORMERS...
josh is HOT..so is sam ;D
and they have like a lot cheesy jokes..
ahhh! nice nice nice..
next is on 21st..GOAL2! ;D

hmmm..
nadal vs federer once again today..
super scared...its like last year again..
but i wanna watch the whole match today..
dont care mannn..
go feddy :D 5th wimbledon title in a row within your reach ;D
YOU CAN DO IT :D

okays...
besides that, im super tired now...
speech day performance coming up /:
sianz laa..
and so much of homework to do..
and so many tests to study for..
and and..Olevel oral coming up this thursday..
i'm stressed D:
but sorry people..
haven't been like tagging around and posting...
will find time for those things soon..
but for now, farewell ;D
have to go and do physics authentic learning powepoint /:
okaysss..
love you all..
good charlotte rocks..i love good charlotte..
okays..
BUH-BYEE!
<333

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Sunday, July 01, 2007 ; 2:33 AM Y

it jus hurts
when you want something so much
but other people jus don understand it
and deny to fulfil what you want
and when they deny and keep condemning you,
you feel hurt
and start to wonder if what you wanted was that wrong.
and when you realise that it wasnt't anything wrong,
you get really sad no one can understand your feelings
and jus want things their way
and keep scolding you all day long.
and treat you the way you don't want to be treated
and you get so sad that even your loved one can't understand how you feel.
but still, you want it.
and you know you have really wanted it, ever since
and you start to wonder,
why is the world such a sucking place to live in.
and you wish you could jus get out of this sucky place
and go to a faraway place, where you can love the way you want,
where you need not fear for anything.
and jus be yourself and not fit in for any others.
and i wish i could do that now.

the world is the worst place to live in.