IM FEELING TERRIBLY DOWN NOW...I HAVE NEVER CRIED FOR SMTHG SO MUCH..SMTHG I WORKED REALLY WORKED FOR..BUT I DIDNT ACHIEVE IT..I FELT HOPELESS, TERRIBLE, UTTERLY DEMORLAISED AND BEFORE I COULD REALISE IT, I WAS IN TEARS...I JUS CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..LIFE SUCKS..FULL OF STRESS..AREN'T WE HERE ON EARTH TO ENJOY LIFE AND NOT DREAD IT BY BEING SO STRESSED?!THEN, I UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS CREATED IN THIS WORLD..EVERYTHING SUCKS TOTALLY..THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO TRIED TO CHEER ME UP..U PPL NEVER FAIL TO BRING LIGHT INTO MY LIFE DESPITE THE FAILURES AND DIFFICULTIES I HAVE BEEN FACING LATELY...I JUS WANNA GET OUT OF THIS MAN...I HATE EVERYTHING..ITS ALL SO FRUSTRATING...AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH...I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..I SO CANT MANAGE MY BIG FAT SUBJECTS AND MY INTENSIVE SYF TRAINING WELL...HOW AM I GONNA SATISFY MYSELF AND MY PARENTS THEN?LAST YEAR, EVRYTHG SEEMED SOO EASY UNLIKE NOW...JUS TOTALLY OVERWHELMED BY FRUSTRATION..SORRY TO THOSE PEOPLE WHOM I DAO-ED...IM SORRY..I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO..ITS JUS THAT SOMETIMES I HAVE EXTREME MOOD SWINGS...I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT...I HATE LIFE...I WANT A BREAK..ASAP......AARRRGGGHHHH....PMS-ING ALL DAY /:Labels: overwhelmed by frustration