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this is u..i took this photo ytd when we went out!! hahha..nt bad rite (:

HAPPY 13TH BDAE TO VANDANA AKA PIGGY!!!
I LOVE U LOADS AS A FRND!!!
AND U R FINALLY A TEEN!!!!!!!
MAY GOD BLESS U AND GIVE U WHTEVR U WANT AND SUCCESS IN EVRYTHG U DO (((:
I'LL ALWZ B THERE 4 U NO MTTR WHT (:

went out wid vandana 2dae
IT WAS FUN((:
took loads of pictures
but deleted a lot as well
IM NT A VAIN POT OK!!!!
hahhah
anw..shll upload those pics later
cuz yet 2 receive them frm the piggy(:
was tokin wid tharsh juz nw (:
oohh!! she juz poured out her feelings (:
anw..happy they compromised
hmmphh..i helped hyonaaaa soo much 2dae
and hyonaa!!!!!! YOU MUZ DO DEDICATIONS!!!
hahha...happy the skool finally got her option form..
hahah
i wanna change mi blogskin
hahha
im boredddd :D
anw....yeah yeah
chatting and chatting all dae
and and...jo anna had her Olevel tamil exam 2dae
hope she did well (((((((((((((:

someone did nt make it to the squad
am i sad?
does the person deserve this?
well, i juz hope tt person tinks abt it....

im boredddd
as usual
gg out 2dae (((((((((((:
tts gr8 ehh
CHERYL!!! U WEARING SKIRT 4 WACE OUTING AH!!
oh mann...sad i cnt see u in skirt..
hahha...anw....
saddddd...lost
nvrmind..got south african series (((((((:
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
anw...im lyk really bored
oke doke..i wanna go and bathe (:
hahhha..soo
BUH-BYE!!!!!!!!!
<333

MATCH 2DAE!!!!!!!!!

BORED

BORED

BORED

mi nose is soo red
cuz i keep sneezing
i hv no fever nw (:
but severe sore throat :(
im lyk coughing and coughing
aiyo..why ppl think mi post all so emo ah??!!
ahhha...cuz i only blog when i feel sad
i don blog when im happy
hahha..i cant go on tue
out wid darsh!!!
im sry!!!!!
but tmr..cn go wid vandana
aaiiyyoo!!!! im so bored
tv got nthg gd to watch la
hmmph.today got match.
im dam dam dam dam dam dam dam scared 4 them
SERIOUSLY OK!!!
aussie nt tt easy 2 beat wht
but but..they shld nt loose hope!!!
nt lyk we cn nvr beat them wht!!!
so..HOPE THEY DO WELL!!!

ALL THE BEST TO THE TEAM!! ITS GNA START IN HALF HOUR!!!!! U WILL DO WELL!!! KEEP THE SPIRIT GG!!

soo...yeah
i cnnt wtch..
cuz hvent install :(
dad said..wait first
SADDDDDDDDD
but i hvent tok 2 him abt channel 4 quite sum time alr la
so..yeah..
jo anna and dhanya pigg r feeling down
its ok ppl!!!
life is nt alwz...in fact nvr fair...
so..don wry abt thgs
thgs will get btr as time goes by
no point crying over spilt milk
i realized tt
wht is done is done
so..u juz hv 2 think abt hw to make thgs btr((:
its ok...it will definitely bcum btr as time goes by ok!!
I WILL ALWZ B THERE 4 U PPL!!!!!!
so yeah....chattiing wid heather nw
so yeah........im so boredd
i wan channel 95 most ((((((:
ok..anw...
i wanna go..
the medicine i took makes me feel so dizzy :(
i wanna go and slp..and take a rest
soo..BUH-BYE!!!!!
<3333

im feeling so sick
fever =/ and sore throat
mi voice has changed
and sum ppl hv also changed
jo anna..u noe hu
i almost vomitted 2dae
i agree..ppl hu do nt hv sportsmanship shld nt b given a chance..
esp when repeatin same mistake again
jo, i wasnt pissed off wid u
juz a bit hurt why tt person is bcuming lyk this
lyk, this wasnt the character i rmb seeing last yr
i cant say "whatever"
i don noe
the innocent and gd natured character b4..
has nw changed drastically
to bcum dominating and self centered
wth
lyk this wasnt supposed 2 b the way

u wld excel much more btr if u juz change ur character for the btr
and nt b so dominating
if nt, probably u will b the one hu wld hv 2 pay a high price
i pray and hope tt u will realise ur fault asap
i told ppl nt to curse u
don cheat mi feeling =/

happy 22nd bdae to irfan pathan ((:
keep playing well...even though india lost to west indies..
keep the spirit going!!!!!!
GOD BLESS!!!!
HAPPY BDAE TO U AGAIN!!!
[:

ok..lyk i got bck mi report bk.i showed mi mum.she wasnt disappointed or anythg tt much.but she kept askin me if i wld get in2 triple.lyk i don noe.i wanna go 3/4 or 3/5.im nt a kinda person hu wld excel in a triple science class.lyk jo anna said.im so not la.tts why.even if i cn get in2 triple, cuz its mi first choice.i don wanna go triple. lyk though i don mind takin bio,triple science wid elec geog will seriously make me go crazy pls.i noe i wont b able to cope very well there wht.so lyk i don wanna go there.so i told mi mum tt.she was lyk, nt convinced at all.cuz frm the beginning she wanted me 2 go triple science.cuz she thinks i hv e ability and i wld also do quite well there.which is so nt true la.i mean,i noe abt wht i lyk and wht i wan. but anw,mi dad left all the options 2 mi own wish.he told me, "to wht u really wanna do.u r the only one hu noes wht u want and lyk best and also wht u wanna do in future". but i noe tt internally he also wanted me 2 go triple. but he tawt tt i miz make the choice. cuz its me huz gna study. nt mi parents. if i go to triple and suffer, there is no point blaming mi parents for me failing in all mi subjects. cuz it wld b too late then.wht i can do is keep mourning or try to do btr or smthg lyk tt. im nt sad or anythg. im kinda happy i don need to go triple. cuz i will most probably nt go triple wht. cuz i think 2/3 ppl will stand a btr chance. so i noe i will excel btr in a double science class. tts wht i told mi parents. i alr went to bed by the time mi dad came bck home. but i wasnt asleep yet. was thinking abt match. saw mi dad. he was looking at mi report book. and he said, "she did quite well for math and science. tts good. but mayb her other subjects kinda pulled her down. but for their class nxt yr the science and math r the most important". but he was internally nt really happy cuz he was uncertain if i wil go triple. well, i put triple as first choice cuz i wanted 2 please mi mum. nt cuz i wanted triple. to b honest, i nvr lyk wanted to go triple. i alwz wanted a double science class, cuz i noe i wld definitely do btr in double science class. and im also more interested in taking two science subjects and a pure humans subject then takin triple. well, it was the first dae tt mi dad didnt tok to me. nt a word. cuz i was sleeping. but he wld usually cum near me and wake me up and tok 2 me. but nt ytd. nt a single word. im feeling fishing guilty. am i the cause? hv i been so self-centered? is it wrong 4 me 2 study wht im really keen on? but if it isnt wrong, then why was mi dad soo disappointed wid me. it cant b widout any reason. he has nvr been such. even 4 psle, he told me tt i hv the potential and tt i wld and muz to btr in mi sec skool. but hv i lyk nt met his expectations and made him really disappointed? i was feeling dam guilty. im nt thinking abt the rewards i might get cuz of mi marks. im thinkin abt whether i pleased mi parents. this has nvr happened.nt even a single word?! i feel lyk sucha looser. cuz i cant even please mi dad.i cried practically the whole night. i didnt do badly or anythg wht. as long as i can go 3/5 or 3/4. but i was feeling so sad that i had made mi dad so upset. i woke up a bit early today morning. saw mi dad gettin ready 2 leave 4 office. i wanted to juz get out of bed and rush to him and say tt i didnt mean anythg tt wld upset him and ask him if he was disappointed wid me. but i juz cldnt.seriously cldnt.man!! why sucha thg shld happen 2 me? i almost ended up attempting suicide ytd. i took the knife but i cldnt cut. at around 2am.cuz i think i hv made mi parents really upset. but i didnt cut. this is mi second attempt. i feel so useless. i juz cldnt think of anythg. nt even match. they lost. by 3 wkts. 26 oct was totally the worst dae.for many ppl.was smsing jo anna. then i stopped and went to slp.overwhelmed by sorrow.woke up and mi mum told me, "you cld hv done really btr u noe. u hv the potential. but juz tt u r a bit too lazy". i disagree completely pls. lyk there were countless nights when i hv stayed up till late to study. is this called laziness. nt lyk no one cn understand mi plight. im juz rotting. let me rot. i juz wanna die b4 27 nov, mi bdae tis yr. evrythg is juz soo nt right. am i fault? this has nvr happened. i noe i didnt do lyk badly wht. but sucha thg happened to me. wad the hell. juz help me end mi lyf. though dieing doesnt resolve anythg. but i juz don noe wht to do. is evrythg cuz of me? all i can do is cry and cry. wth. is this wht i have been waiting 4. mann!!!!!! im dieing.rotting.wth.let me rot and rot. lyf is only nice at certain times. wth. i hate miself the most nw. im a looser.

today was sucha bad dae
really really bad dae
confrontations after confrontations
i had to see sum of mi frnds cry in front of me
i was feelin bloody guilty and sad
it was juz tt we put off our confrontations to the last dae
makin it a really bitter and bad dae for ourselves
nt lyk ppl cnnt voice out their opinions
and yeah..
but i guess its lyk we got really pissed off
but it was a really bad dae
why does it hv 2 b 2dae?
im seriously nt blamin anyone 4 it
cuz it was blatantly misunderstanding
all the while
we had been thinkin smthg else
but the truth was otherwise
backstabbing is not the only way out
but tis wasnt backstabbing
i feel guilty for accusing her
i noe e truth nw
at least i noe
but..i feel guilty for accusing
wth
wht a ideal dae 2 hv such occurings
lyk we were really pissed off
then hurt, guilty
juz really really hope tt these frndship wldnt end here
it muz and better continue
it must
it is nt juz a year matter
frndship ties r nt meant nt 2 b made and broken within a yr
it shld last 4ever...and ever
but anw...wanna say 2 them...u noe hu u r..
tt im sry..and tt we cn and shld start frm a fresh page..
all over again..forgettin the past
seriously...it was really a bitter and unpleasant dae 2dae..
lets nt b or think abt the past..
we r still as close frnds...and yeah..
we cn start off forgettin this bitter dae..
in sec 3..after which we will b quite parted
cuz olevels will b cuming up etc etc
so..evryone...its ok..forget this bitter dae
we are and will forever b as close frnds as ever ((((:

im gonna miss evryone in 2/4
SUNTANNING GANG!!!!
WACE!!!!!!!
BACK ROWW!!!
they were really the best all the while..
i miss all the fun..
i miss all the jokes..even the dirty ones
i miss the fun we had..by makin fun the teachers
I MISS YOU ALL!!

JO ANNA!! i miss makin fun of ppl in the bus..
i miss tokin 2 u...i miss ur furni and cute rections..
love u most...besties forever (((((((:

DHANYA!! i miss tokin wid u abt thgs..movies etc etc..
i miss ur jokes and ur laughter!!! hahha...love u!!!! stay as piggy as ever..i will miss this fellow suntanner((((((:

LY!!!! i miss hitting u and calling u lousy!!! fellow suntanner..i miss u too!!! rapture ah!!! and rmb the grasscutter and suicide case!! hahha..thx 4 being so supportive mann!! LOVES!! and rmb..andy roddick=uncivilised monkeyy!!

ABBIE!!! i miss ur laughter.....im sry 4 2dae...but i hv enjoyed sharin mi views wid u(((: and rmb all the secrets?? MISS YOU!!

WENY!! mi partner...i miss sitting wid u @ the bck...actually the whole yr..we used 2 make fun of teachers lyk crazyy....hahhha

CHERYL!! even though u scratch ah...u stil a vry gd frnd..cheer up k??? evrythg will b solved asap...u also hv a very mature thinking la..MISS U!!

ELLA!! miss ur bushy hair??!! LOL...had fun teasing u la..but u also trip me a lot of times rite...i don mind la..its all for fun ((:..soo..yeah..MISS U!!

ZENIA!!! tomato face ehh??!! hahha...miss ur dirty jokes!! and dirty reactions...hahhha...MISS U!!

HYONA!!!! miss ur dirty jokes and dirty reactions..hahhha..u alwz make me laugh lyk crazyy!!..but i stil rmb the time u blackmailed me ahh!! hahha...u @ new york nw..okok..hope u drooled enuf..hahha..MISS U!!

ARETHAA!!!miss ur dirty jokes and reactions also..hahha...i still rmb the body combat tt time...MI TOWEL??!! ohh!! i still love mi towel la...hahha...no corrupt thinking ahh!!! MISS U!!!

THARSHINI!!!!! EGO WOMAN!!! hahha...crazy woman loves u k??!!! don sad sad at all...don wry la...we shll b frnds forevr((((:..yeah..i miss tt time in island creamery!! hahah...dam embarrassing rite??!! hahha...anw..muz go bugis asap!! MISS U!!

KIRU!!! miss ur crazy and furni reactions ah!! why u anti romance so much la???!!!! wtchin devdas wid u and u were soo disgusted ehh??!! anw..i miss u k!!! ur bdae cumin soon rite..shll give u smthg asap!!!

NIVEE!!! miss our cric and those talks..hahha..oh..gna miss u cuz u leaving 4 india..LUCKY NT FOR GOOD LA!! anw..don sad sad at all ahh!! IM THERE FOR U!!! (((:

SATYAA!! nice tome teasing u la!! hahha...so..yeah..missed u quite a bit in those 2 mths...but nw since u r bck...its ok la..hahha..nice fun times ahh!! SEE YA IN DANCEE!!! <33

OV!!! u ahh!!! forver hady fanatic la!!! evry season got one person whom u r crazy abt la!!! hahahha..anw..miss u too!!!!

yeah...and i miss evryone else..whom i noe!!!!!this yr is really memorable..but the last dae of skool shld nt b...

ANWW!! GTG!! MATCH GG ON!! BUH-BYEE!!! <333

so bored
im sick of all those scolding pls
i hv nvr cried 4 smthg so much
seriously
wdv
this post is gna b lyk really short
wdv they say
i noe im nt lyk tt
so forget it pls
lyk only real fans understand
wdv wdv wdv
juz believe in miself -

IM SO BORED.
TMR IS HOLIDAE CUZ OF HARI RAYA(((((((:
REJOICE (((:
GOT BCK OUR SCIENCE OVERALL MARK..
I DID QUITE GOOD LA..
QUITE HAPPY ((:
SO YEAH...TMR I WILL DO NTHG BUT WTCH TV ETC ETC...
WED...IS POST EXAM ACTIVITY...
AND THUR..REPORT BK :((((
SOO SCAREDDD PLS..
anw......2daez old folks home trip was gd...hahha
DHANYA AND LY!!!! rmb the suicide case?!
hahha...dhanya..u don need 2 blush or say anythg la..
u stupid goony...BLEEHH!!! u say tt one more time..
i will slap u..hahha...but u slap harder ok!! hahha
ly!! u love 2 hit me soo much ah?!?!
felt lyk mi arm was buring when u hit me in the hall!!!
and and u saw ur relatives, cats near the old folks place...
hahha...the performance was quite ok...
i tawt it might turn out 2 b worse...lol
hahha...came bck home early..
juz 2 wtch the smthg smthg vcd again..
cuz mum might b returnin it 2 her frnd soon =////
soo sad...i love tt movie ok!!
its soo nice..
cuz i wanted 2 wtch the movie..i didnt wait 4 jo anna 2dae..lol
she called me and started calling me "PIGGY!"..
lol...but yeah..had talks on the phone..
ALL THE BEST TO HER FOR HER UPCOMING HTL OLEVELS ((:
yeah....and she hasnt been posting in her blog...
hahha..anw..i still rmb wht she said..hahha
OFCOURSE!!
anw...WACE AHH!!
don think soo sick okk!!
lyk...wht u think is soo grouse and nt true wht!!
i didnt expect weny 2 b influenced by them n get corrupt..LOL
but anw...they r still fun 2 hang around wid..hahha
DHANYA!! i don miss the grasscutter..hahah
was juz kidding..hahha..
and and..i will rmb the h20 drink 2dae..hahha
so..yeah...yeah..had cca verification..
i got quite a number of points..
i think its A grade alr ((:
IM SO HAPPY ((: I SHLL CONTRIBUTE MORE TO MI CCA ((:
hahha...anw anw...i wanna go slp..
though its lyk quite early..hahha...10.30pm?!
oke doke..off nw...im tired..
SMTHG SMTHG!!! i love tt movie ((:
i wanna watch wrld trade centre ((:
i am gg to soon anw..
so yeah..
BUH-BYE!!
<333

DHANYA!!!!! VS SUICIDE CASE!!!!
BBBLLLLEEEHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im blogging daily...
so bored..
suddenly i feel lyk readin bks..
might b gg to taka soon...
probably to buy sum bks to give me company...
cuz im lyk really bored...
nthg to do @ all...
im still waiting for mi dad...lol
hahha...i scratch mi dad too much..
i kinda scratched him suddenly ytd..
and he started bleeding pls..
he was lyk.."you r sucha cat"..
reminded me of cheryl and ella...lol
they scratch much more painful pls...
i begged mi mum nt to make me cut mi nails..hahha
so im yet to cut mi nail ((:
i wanna grow them...hahha
anw...im lyk really bored...
i hv no bks to read...cuz its lyk i hv read them alr..
mayb i hv no choice but 2 read them again =/
hhmmpphh...im bored...
tmr got skool...
AARRGGHH!!
don really feel lyk gg to skool..=/
but @ least got ppl 2 keep me company and for fun...
aiya....i got nthg to do....
dad doesnt wan me 2 use computer too much or wtch tv too much =/
aiyo....i wanna go n slp...
soo bored...
ohh...and thx to tharsh and dhanya for their diwali card (((:
ohh..and i forgot to wish sumone happy bdae...

HAPPY BDAE SHARMILA ((:
[even though ur bdae is on oct 20..but anw juz wishin la]
i hv enjoyed ur company as a senior (:
so yeah...study hard for ur Olevels...
don give up..and don get too crazy and excited till Olevels (:..
hmmph..cant go overseas this hols..
HW BORING??!!!
mayb malaysia....but still..tts really pathetic pls..
if i was able 2 go malaysia durin dfl cup...@ least much btr..
but nw..soo boring....
feeling soo bored..
used tt word so many times in tis post..
eeyer...i hb nthg to do...at all..
i wanna watch all the old tennis and cric matches..
don know why..juz feel lyk..
esp south africaa and sri lankaa series lst yr...
i love those two series =/...
but no use thinking of tt...
cld hv bought the sri lanka series vcd in banglore...
but i didnt...hw dumb cld i hv been...
i wanna watch wimbledon 2006 finals again...
i wanna watch us open 2006 finals again...
hmmph...gg out the cuming week...
i wanna go wid jo anna....
but shez lyk really busy...
but anw...juz wanna wush her all the best for her htl Olevel exam((:..
ok nw..i still rmb the talk jo anna and i had...
cumin 2 think of tt...i am nt offended...
but still he deserves another chance...
hv to wait ti see...
26 oct.....i wan tt dae to cum...
i wanna watch a match asap...
lyk dam badly....hmmph...
5 more daez...the countdown has started..

im overwhelmed by boredom=/
bored bored bored
shucks man

HAPPY DEEPAVALLI TO EVRYONE (((:

mi diwali was lyk really boring la...
woke up in the morning...then bathed..
watched tv...slept...ate lunch..watched tv...slept...watched SOMETHG SOMETHG for the third time...then computer...watched tv..nw using computer..then gna watch tv again...
HW BORING?!
lol...but evry yr is lyk tt...
nvm...the tv will b mi companion..hahha
FEDERER IS PLAYIN A MATCH AGAINT NALBANDIAN NOW(((:
GO FEDDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U ROCK MOST IN PLAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahhah...reminds me of the grasscutter...RIGHT DHANYA??!!...lol
anw...im lyk dam bored...
dad yet to reinstall those channels...
so...no gd channels 2 wtch...except espn and super sports...
the rest are DARN boring...but disney channel is ok...
yeah...so..26oct...got match...cant wait..
lyk england playin against aussie 2dae...lol
somethg somthg is a really gd movie...
recommend it 2 evryone ((((((((:
esp ppl hu r in love, believe in true love or juz wanna gd entertainment..
the first half is lyk dam furni pls..
DHANYA!!! SOMETHG SOMETHG??!!! NTHG NTHG!!!
hahha...it was good..
even mi mum watched wid me..tt means she also lyks the movie ((:
anw..i wanna watch wrld trade centre asap...
heard its good..hmmph yeah..
im missing sumone...lol..
lyk...juz suddenly missing...don know why...
lol...kinda weird ehh??!!
yeah...lyk when i had the chance to see u..i didnt..
but i don hv the chance...i really wanna see u..
hw ironic?!
lol...but yeah...tts why..
anw..yeah...parents r wtchin tv...
i can even hear them laughing...lol
IM SO BOREDD...
aiya dhanya!!
tt emo post was nthg abt wht happened in skool..
it happened near mi hse...
the ppl hu made me depressed r nt even frm smss...lol
so..yeah...im nt angry wid u or ego woman k?!
i wanna watch tt punjabi song again...lol
i missed swades today...lol...nvm i kinda wtched it alr la..
lol..anw..im kinda happy and bored..
lol...wht a combi?!
anw...i wanna wtch tv alr...lol
IM BCOMING SUCHA CROUCH POTATO!!!!!!!!!!1
lol...tts soo nt gd...
anw..BUH-BYE!!
<333

got back all the results...
im happy ((:..to be honest...
especially science ((:...
mi phy and chem helped me a lot...
i was glad tt i didnt do badly or even fail...
i didnt even dare to see mi ppr when i got it bck pls...
but...when i saw it..i was convinced tt i deserved the mark i got...
cuz i knew i worked really hard for science...
and i mean really hard.....
i didnt wanna cry this time...
and repeat the mistake i made last yr...
and science is important for pure science...
so im happy ((:..
for humans.....i did really well!!
abbie and i were practically jumping on our seats after we saw our pprs..
I IMPROVED ((:
i tawt i will fail pls...
i seriously tawt...cuz i was scared tt i didnt do tt well for structured qn...
but but...lit...i didnt expect to do THAT well la...
i got a considerably decent grade...
and tts enuf for me ((:
nt lyk im gna take lit nxt yr pls...
im soo nt artistic...as in really good at the hist, geog and lit...
tt reminds me of BA!!! lol..jo anna!! rmb...hahha
i hv no intention of takin BA in future la jo!!...
nt necessary whtt!!!! hahhah
so..yeah...im happy wid mi results((:
except mayb math...cld hv done a bit better...but its ok...
i learnt frm mi mistakes...which is the most important thg (:
soo yeah...DAD MIGHT B INSTALLING THE CHANNELS!!!
YAYNESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously...I AM SCREAMINGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahhha......hw long hv i waited to wtch cric?????
I YEAR PLS!!!
soo long.....and i finally get wht i REALLY wanted(((((:
oh...and i might also b getting mp3 player...

THANK YOU DADDY AND MUMMY!!! I LOVE YOU MOST!!! (((((((:

shld b thankful...cuz they kept their promise...
im also happy i didnt upset them....
soo yeah....i hope i get mi first choice..
i mean....i nvr considered tt class...
but i decided cuz i prefer bio to geog...
soo yeah....i hope i get mi first choice...
WID MI OTHER FRNDS!!! WE HV ALMOST THE SAME CHOICES (((:
sooo...came home wid jo anna ((((:
the two woman also had problem....
dhanya felt soo bad...i mean she almost cried...
soo yeah...its ok dhanya!! i'll alwz there for u!!! (((((:
shez nicknamed sri lankan elephant...
ironically sri lanka is playin match now...lol
soo yeah...they also compromised (((:
nive, me, dhanya and jo were tokin @ the waiting area...
crapping...hahha...
sry dhanya!!! for leaving earlier b4 u left!!! cuz it was getting late!! ((:
soo yeah...im soo nt hooked on to tt nadal looking grasscutter la dhanya..hahha..
haha...cuz he looks lyk rafael nadal wht....
so yeah...even dhanya thinks he does...
but nvr see him cut grass after dae b4 ytd...hahha
dhanya thinks im sad cuz of tt...
OFCOURSE NOT PLS!!!!!!!
hahha...u noe hu is the one ((:...lol
told ly abt tt...and she was lyk..."juz say he looks lyk a monkey"..
SHES SOO BAD!!
eh ly!!! andy roddick looks lyk a uncivilised monkey..not nadal!!!
hahhha....she seems to b jealous of sharapova..
but she was lyk "i lyk sharapova also okk!!!"..hahha
its so fun to tease ly...hahhha
she even protected herself wid her tennis racket cuz i beat her too much today...
we were even using our exam scripts to hit each other la!!!
and and...when i got mi lit ppr..she was lyk.."eh aksh!! u fail is it"..
LY!! IM NT SOO LOUSY LYK U LA!!! HAHHA
i didnt fail anythg ((:...hahha
i hv been calling her lousy soo many times..hahha..so she hit me bck soo many times these daez..hahha
its so fun to tease her...
but still, LY=LOUSY!!!! hahahha
jkjk la...im being soo mean to mi own frnd..and fellow suntanner..hahha
went home wid jo anna....she was tokin abt ppl hu hv no sportsmanship..
cuz i didnt tok @ all..she was lyk.."EH!! U OFFENDED IS IT??"...
i wasnt la..but think he shld play la...
i mean one shld b given another chance to lyk correct their mistakes wht..
i mean it was bad sportsmanship....but mayb he wld do better if given another chance...
we cant jump in2 conclusions wht...
and she was lyk...hez arrogant...lol...mayb la..hahha
but...i think he deserves another chance la...
mayb im being bias =/...lol..
but it was raining...and soo hazy..
so jo anna asked me 2 cum over to her hse and stay for sum time...
so i went...its soo nice of her((((((((:
I LOVE JO ANNA MOST ((((((((((:
soo...we were wtching les choristes...
it was really gd movie..then we wtched a bit of the SL match...
hahha...JO ANNA, U CONFESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahha...i wont tell anyone la...hahha
but we were laughing until we almost fell to the floor...
and i managed to see that photo ((:
hahha...so had a gd time @ her hse...
then came bck home...and started wtchin youtube..
im kinda addicted 2 youtube..hahha
BUT THEY HV REALLY GD CRIC VIDEOS!!!
hahha....oohh!!! 1 month and 1 week to mi bdae!!!
i week to pathanz bdae...lol
soo yeah...mum wants 2 use com...
soo..bye for nw!!
BUH-BYE!!
<3333

GOT BACK FOUR PPRS 2DAE....
IM KINDA HAPPY WID ALL EXCEPT MATH...
THOUGHT CLD HV DONE BETTER AND AVOIDED CARELESS MISTAKES...
BUT ANW...WHT IS DONE IS DONE =/..
YEAH SO FORGET ABT RESULTS...
GETTING BCK SCIENCE, LIT AND AND HUMANS TMR...
NT REALLY IN A GD MOOD NW...
GUESS THIS POST WILL ALSO B VERY EMO...
BUT ANW...I DONNO HW 2 POUR OUT MI FEELINGS...
IM NT BEING POSSESIVE PLS....
IM SERIOUSLY NT...
WHT FOR B POSSESIVE OVER FRNDS????
ITS JUZ TT FEELING..
I DON KNOW...
HW 2 EXPLAIN....
IM FEELING INSECURE...
WID EVRYTHG...
I DON KNOW WHY....
CUZ OF THE WAY THEY TREATED ME 2DAE...
I DIDNT EXPECT THEM TO TREAT ME SUCH OK...
AM I SUCHA DISTURBANCE??
THEN U C JUZ ASK ME 2 GET LOST OK...
RIGHT ON THE FACE....
DON NEED 2 SAY SUCH AND MAKE ME FEEL EVEN MORE OFFENDED...
IM NT ANGRY WID ANYONE...
JUZ REALLY HURT...

LYK HU CARES FOR ME...
LYK REALLY....
WHEN IM HURT OR ANYTHG...
WHICH SOUL REALLY CARES FOR ME?
OHH...LYK NO ONE...
LYK JUZ ASK ME 2 GET LOST...
SOO MANY FRNDSHIP STUFF PILING ON TOP OF ME..
=/
LYK DON TELL I WASNT THERE WHEN U NEEDED ME PLS...
IF U DO....I DON NOE WHT TO SAY...
ANW...FORGET IT PLS...
I DON WANNA THINK ABT IT AND MAKE ME FEEL MORE INSECURE AND SAD..
FORGET IT...LIFE IS LYK TT...

JUS HATE ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!
HATE ME TO YOU AND SEE WHTS GOOD FOR U....=/
WDV...NT BOTHERED ABT NTHG...
JUZ FEELING INCREASINGLY INSECURE....
REALLY.....
JUZ DON KNOW HW TO ASK U AND TOK 2 U...
I JUZ DON NOE...THIS IS MAKIN ME FEEL REALLY INSECURE...
SO PLEASE....DON HURT ME ANYMORE...
U NOE VRY WELL TT IM SENSITIVE...
SO PLEASE....PLEASE PLEASE....
DON MAKE ME FEEL SOO INSECURE UNTIL I START CRYIN..
LYK ME AGAINST THE WRLD?!
YEAH...SO PLEASE...
I NOE U MIND NT CONSIDER ME IMPORTANT..
BUT I HOPE U DO HV E HUMANITY TO AT LEAST NT MAKE A SOUL FELL INCREASINGLY INSECURE UNTIL SHE WANTS TO COMMIT SUICIDE...
AND U NOE I HV ATTEMPTED IT B4...
SO PLEASE......
PLEASE PLEASE...
I BEG U!!

JUZ THIS FEELING OF INSECURITY THAT IM OVERWHELMED BY-

JUBILATION AND EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS SURROUNDED ME YTD NITE...CLOSE TO 11.30PM SINGAPORE TIME....
GUESS WHY???????????????????????????????

INDIA WON ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
BY FOUR WICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WWWWWHHHHHHEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SOOOOO PROUD.......
I WAS SUPPOSED 2 BREAK MI RECORD OF NT WTCHIN A SINGLE MTCH FOR A YR BY WTCHIN TT MATCH......
BUT BUT....THAT STUPIDD TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FREE FOR 3 DAYS FRM FRIDAE!!!!!
SO...I CLD WATCHED A BIT OF THE BORING SRI LANKAN MATCH CUZ SO FEW RUNS =/
SRI LANKA WON....AND TT DHANYA PIG IS SUPPOSED TO BE REALLY HAPPY CUZ OF TT....LOL
ANW...YEAH...I WAS WATCHING THE REALLY THRILLING MATCH TILL 6.30PM AND THE MATCH ACTUALLY STARTED @ 5PM SPORE TIME....
IT WAS SOOOOO THRILLING OK....44/4 PLS....
HW NICE RITE?!
AND TT DUMB TV HAS TO STOP ALL THE CHANNELS WE NVR PAY FOR....
GGGGGGRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
MTV AND CHANNEL V IS ALSO GONE =/
TTS WHY IM SOO BORED 2DAE.....
NO NICE CHANNEL TO WATCH...
AND AND...NO GRAND SLAM GOING ON!!!!!!!!!
AUSSIE OPEN IS NXT YR =/
BUT DAD SAID HE WILL INSTALL MTV AND CRIC CHANNEL IF I GET GD RESULTS...
I HV CONFIDENCE ((:...BUT NT TOO MUCH...
IM SCARED FOR MATH...AND ENGLISH...AND HTL!!!!!!!
GGGRRR!!!!
DOESNT MEAN TT I AM NR SCARED FOR OTHER SUBJECTS....
BUT...I JUZ HV AN INSTINCT TT I WONT DO BADLY OR FAIL THEM =/...
I WANNA DO WELL FOR LIT =/
BUT I WANNA TAKE ELEC GEOG NXT YR....
I HVENT RITE MI OPTION FORM...
PARENTS WANT ME 2 GO TRIPLE =/
HOWW????!!!!
IM SOOO SCARED TO TAKE THREE PURE SCIENCE SUBJECTS...
BUT BUT...THERE WILL B SUM WAY...
SUMWHT I HV TO LAND IN ONE OF THE SEC3 CLASSES NXT YR...
PREFERRABLY 3/4 OR 3/5.....BUT IF REALLY CAN..THEN 3/6..
HHMMMPPHH....
JO ANNAAA CALLED ME YTD NIGHT...
SHE TOLD ME SHE STARTED WTCHIN MATCH @ 6.30PM...
I STOPPED WTCHIN @ 6.30PM...
HOW IRONIC????!!!!!!!!1
SHE CALLED ME AROUND 8PM...
AND TOLD ME THE CURRENT SCORE THEN....
SOOOO NICE OF HER RIGHTT!!!!!!!!!!1
THATS WHY I LOVE JO ANNA MOST AS A FRND!!!!!!!!!!!
(((((((((((((((((: BESTIES FOREVER
ANW....IM SOO BLOODDDYYY SCARED OF RESULTS!!!
CHATTING WID SHAN YING NW...
SHE IS ALSOO SOOO SCARED...
BUT SHE MI TENNIS BUDDY...
FELLOW FEDERER AKA FEDDY FAN...
NT FORGETTING DHANYA PIGGY AKA STUPID WOMAN...
HHMMMPPHH...IM LYK STARTING TO LYK ARSENAL?!
TOO MUCH OF INFLUENCE FRM JO ANNA LA!!!
BUT I DON HATE ANY FC!!!! EVEN MAN UTD!!!
HAHAHHAH.....ACTUALLY BETTER 2 B NEUTRAL...LOL
BUT ANW...KAKA ROCKS!!! HAHHA..
SO RANDOM..HEZ NT EVEN IN EPL...
BUT AC MILAN IS GOOD...
ANW...TAKE MI HEAD OFF FRM FTBALL...
I BOUGHT DARSH HER BDAE PRESENT ((:
YEAH...SOO WHT ELSE....
DHANYA SAYS SHE MISSES MEE!!!! BEING HONEST!!!
SHE SAYS SHE MISSES MI STUPIDITY....LOL..
I ALSO MISS HER AND ALL MI FRNDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANW...YEAH...
GETTING BCK PPRS...
HUEVER IS READING THIS...
PLS PLS PLS...PRAY FOR ME TO GET GOOD MARKS OK!!!!!!!1
AND ALSO MARKS TT WLD MEET MI EXPECTATIONSS!!!!!
GOOD GRADES TO SAY IN SHORT!!!!!!!
THANK YOUU!!!!!!!!!!
AM I STILL KINDA HOOKED ONTO "I'D DO ANYTHING"???
I THINK I AM...HAHHA...SHRUTI!!! RMB!!
I MISS ALL THE FUN AND STORIES!!!
OH...AND I STILL LOVE BLUE FERRARI!!!!!!!!
HAHHHA...TT STORY WAS REALLY GOOD EH...
NT FORGETTING UR SENTIMENTAL ONE...
I HATE IT!!!!!!! IT WONT HAPPEN OK!!!!
WE USED TO HAVE SOO MUCH OF FUN....
I MISS U!!!!!!!!
AND THX LOOAADDSS FOR THE SONG DEDICATION...
I LOVE YOU LOADS AS A CUZZIN!!!!!!!!
AND AND...YEAH...THX FOR EVRYTHG U DID FOR ME!!!!!!!
OK......I STILL MISS BANGALORE..AND VYTHIRI...
BBAAAHHH!!!!!!!
I WANNA GO BACK 2 THE PAST...
I STILL CANT FORGET HW SAD I WAS CUZ I MISSED THE LIVE MATCH VS THE IDIOTIC SOUTH AFRICAA....
I HATE SOUTH AFRICAA!!!!!!! ESP GREAME SMITH!!!11
YUCKK!!!!!!!
ANW...YEAH...
AM I TOKIN TOO MUCH ABT SPORTS??!!!
YEAH..I TINK SOO...
CANT WAIT 2 START GG OUT WID FRNDS....
YEAH...AND CANT WAIT FOR DAD 2 INSTALL THE CHANNELS (((:

UPDATE ON CHAMPS TROPHY::::::
NEXT INDIA MATCH:
26 OCTOBER: INDIA VS WEST INDIES

KEEP THE SPIRIT GOING PPL!!!!!
U PEEPS ROCK MOST...EVEN MORE THAN AUSSIEE NO MATTER WHT!!!!!!!!!1
ALL THE BEST!!! U WILL DEFINITELY DO WELL!!!!

HAVE BEEN RUNNING A TEMPERATURE

WAHH!!! AROUND 40 DEGREE PLS!!!

I AM SOO TOUCHED THAT THE EGO WOMAN AND STUPID WOMAN CARE FOR ME SOO MUCHH!!!!

I LOVE YOU BOTH!!!!

AHHAHAHA

IM AM FEELING MUCHH BETTER NW...

WENT DEEPAVALLI SHOPPING...

AND BOUGHT SUM CLOTHES ETC ETC

DAM TIREDD

OFF TO WATCH JILLENDRU ORU KAADAL [LOVE LIKE A BREEZE] NOW!!!

BUH-BYEE!!!!!!

<3333333

EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREEEAAAMMMM OUT LOOUUUDDD!!!!!!!!!!!
UNCONTROLLABLE HAPPINESS-----------
YYYYAAAAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS WAS HOW THE PPRS WERE----
IH: OK LA..I MANAGED TO FINISH THE PAPER! (: BUT I HOPE I DIDNT RITE CRAP-

MTHS PPR 1: WAS OK LA...I GOT MI ANS FOR LAST QN CORRECT!! BUT IT WAS OK LA

MTHS PPR 2: SSUUCCKKEEDD!! I HOPE I DIDNT LOOSE MUCH MARKS!!! BUT IT TOTALLY SUCKED!

LITERATURE: WAS EASIER THAN I EXPECTED. AT LEAST I HAD SMTHG 2 RITE ESP FOR THE FIRST QN.HOPE I DO CONSIDERABLE WELL FOR LIT =/

HOME ECONS: I DIDNT STUDY!! AS IN I READ THRU 2 CHAPTERS ONLY...HOW PATHETIC...BUT I FOUND IT QUITE OK...BUT VERY TIGHT LA...AT LEAST I MANAGED TO FINISH...

SCIENCE: MAINLY BIO!!!!!!! SO TTS GOOD...BUT I FOUND IT QUITE OK....EXPECTED IT 2 B MORE DIFFICULT...BUT IT WAS OK LA ((:

IM GOING OUT WID SOO MANY PPL AFTER FRI!!!!!!
CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JO ANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA CUM OVER AND WATCH CHAMPS TROPHY!!!!
AHHAHAH.....
ANW....
IM TOOOOOO HAAPPPYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
12 OCTOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE DAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR....
FOR SOOO LONG PLS....
IM SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!
OK....
NOW....
I HV 2 WISH CHERYL CUZ 2DAE IS HER BDAE (((:

HAPPY BDAE CHERYL LIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE A GREAT FRND!!!!!!!
ONE OF MI CLOSE FRNDS TOO...
AKSH LOVES YOUU!!!!!!!!!! ((((:

OK....
OFF TO WATCH CRAZY VIDEOS IN YOUTUBE!!!!
ALL THE BEST FOR IND CRIC TEAM FOR CHAMPS TROPHY!!!!!!!!!!!11
THEY WILL DO THEIR BESTT!!!
AND THEY RAWK MOST NO MATTER WHT OK!!!!!!!

PROUD--------
AHHAHAH
OKOK!!!
BUH-BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH...
SOME PPL JUZ DON UNDERSTAND THAT BACKSTABBING IS NT THE ONLY WAY OUT..
WTH...
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO HER...
HER...WHOM I TRUSTED...
BUT SHE CLAIMS THAT IM A BACKSTABBER....
I PROMISE....I NEVER BACKSTABBED ANYONE OK...
BACKSTABBING DOESNT SOLVE ANYTHG...
AND IM NT TT KINDA MEANIE HU TRIES TO BREAK FRNDSHIPS...
THRU BACKSTABBING...
WTH....
YOU THOUGHT U CLD TRUST ME....
RIGHT.....
U NOE TT U HURT ME A LOT B4...
BUT I STILL FORGAVE YOU...
BUT YOU...
I DIDNT BACKSTAB U @ ALL...
BUT JUZ BCUZ I NEVA TELL U ANY SECRETS FOR SUM TIME....
DOESNT MEAN TT IM BACKSTABBING YOU RITE...
CAN U STOP HVIN THIS KINDA IMMATURE PERSEPTION....
U ALR SEPARATED SEVERAL FRNDS....
U WANNA SEPARATE MORE...
AND CALL PPL HU R NT BACKSTABBERS...BACKSTABBERS...
LOOK...IM NT A MEANIE OR ANYTHG 2 BACKSTAB OK...
I DON NEED TO BREAK ANY OF UR FRNDSHIP TIES...
I NOE I DON GAIN ANYTHG FRM TT OK.....
BACKSTABBING DOESNT SOLVE ANYTHG OK...
WHAT ON EARTH DO U WAN???
TO BECOME POPULAR...BY BACKSTABBING...
IF U HV A GOOD HEART...
THEN PPL WILL LYK YOU...
BUT IF YOU DON.....EVRYONE WILL HATE YOU OK....
U WAN PPL 2 FORGIVE AND FORGET...
BUT YOU...IM DEFINITELY SURE TT U DON FORGIVE AND FORGET....
CAN U JUZ STOP BEING A COWARD....
BY TOKIN BEHIND PPLS BACK AND ASKING OTHER PPL 2 HATE ME...
IF U HATE ME..SO MUCH...
JUZ COME IN FRONT OF ME...AND TELL IT OUT OK...
THERES NO NEED TO HIDE OR ANYTHG...
IF U DO SO...IT JUZ PORTRAYS THAT U R NTHG BUT A COWARD....
LOOK....I ASSURE YOU...U CAN NEVER EVER BREAK THE SUNTANNING GANG..
STOP BEING A BITCH....AND JUZ B A NICER PERSON....
IT WILL HELP OK...
IM NT LYK YOU....A PERSON HU DOESNT FORGIVE AND FORGET...
IF U HADNT BACKSTABBED ME...
BY SAYIN TT IM A BACKSTABBER AND ASKING PPL 2 HATE ME...
BCUZ THEY LYK ME 4 HU I AM...
IF U HAD JUZ CAME AND TOLD ME...
WDV U FIND WRONG IN ME...
AND TT U R FURIOUS WID ME...
AND TT U HATE ME...
IT WLD HV BEEN MUCH BETTER.....
AND I WLD HV TRIED 2 CHANGE TO A PERSON HU MIGHT TURN OUT BETTER...
BUT SINCE U DID TIS 2 ME.....
IM GNA HATE YOU FOR LIFE...
I SWEAR...I WILL...
I HATE BACKSTABBERS 2 THE MOST OK....
AND I CAN ASSURE YOU...
IF U STILL WANNA CALL ME A BACKSTABBER BEHIND MI BACK.....
FOR ALL I CARE....
CUZ I JUZ WASHED MI HANDS OVER YOU......
FORGET IT OK....
KEEP BACKSTABBING...AND MORE PPL WILL HATE YOU...
CAN U JUZ B URSELF IN FRONT OF A PERSON AND BEHIND THEIR BACK?!
IT WILL B MUCH BETTER....
BUT I NOE U WILL NEVA CHANGE....
I NOE U WILL ALWZ B BITCHY....
BUT IF U CHANGE....U WILL BCUM MORE BITCHY....
JUZ GET OUT MI LYF OK...
I DON NEED YOU...I SWEAR I DON OK....
HU NEEDS PPL LYK YOU....
JUZ FISH OFF OK...
FOR ALL I CARE....
I DON GIVE A DAM ABT YOU....
EVEN IF U DIE...I WONT CARE OK...
JUZ GET LOST....OUTTA MI EYES....
I HATE YOU

exam fever all the way.
2 down 6 more to go....
GGRRR!!!
IM STRESSED...
DOING SCI REVISION...
HV 2 STAY UP TILL SO LATE 2 STUDY NWADAYS...
I RATHER ENJOY NW THEN REPENT LATER...
OFF 2 STUDY NW..
BUH-BYE

IM STRESSED :/
ONE MORE CHAPTER TO GO FOR SCIENCE
WANNA FINISH SOON
I LOVE THESE PPL FOR ALWZ BEIN BY MI SIDE....
MI CRIC BUDDY AKA JO!!!!!!
SUNTANNING GANGG!!!!!!!
EGO WOMAN!!!
STUPID WOMAN AKA DHANNY!!!
WACE!!!
BACK ROW OF 2/4!!!
HTL PPL!!!!!
THE FOURSOME!!!!!!
I LOVE U ALL LOADS
WIDOUT U I WON B HERE...
AKSH LOVES YOUU!!!! ((((((((:

cant go bangalore.
fishin pissed off.
wth.
i wanna enjoy miself there wid mi cuzzin.
no one can understand mi plight.
WTH.
no one understands mi feeling------