UNDER THE SPELL OF SORROW.....
one thg which i can neva ever do is....
2 stifle mi feelingz....
no matter wad...i dun think i can really do tt...
juz lemme pose 2 anyone readin tis a queation...
how would you feel when u did nt achieve smthg u hv REALLY worked bery hard 4??
but did nt achieve it juz bcuz of one thg which u think is unreasonable??
n u had a lot of confidence tt u wld achieve wad u wanted 2...
u were confident but nt over confident or complacent.......
hw wld u feel?
deceived??
utterly depressed??
hv a sense of feelin tt makes u feel degraded??
wanna juz cry out loud??
a feelin tt u deserved 2 achieve wad u wanted 2??
wld b stiflin ur feelinz n tearz in front of ur peerz??
MI ANSWER IS YESS....
tts e kinda situatn im in nw.....
i want 2 tok 2 sum1 abt tis...
@ e same time i am nt able 2....
cuz i think tt they wld think tt i am juz bein 2 complainin.....
but i cant control mi feelingz....
juz wanted 2 pour it out....
n i am nw...thru mi blog....
i dunno if i really deserved it....
but i hope i did....
i juz wld lyk 2 thank GOD 4 creatin me such.....
one hu cant fulfil wad one wantz 2....
im feelin dejected n depressed wid miself.....
im juz movin around wid a heavy heart...
sorry kiru, vishalini, shalini priya n nive 4 bein such 2 dae.....
im sry....tts all...
i m dejected and angry wid miself....
i hope i can change e reality...
but i noe i cant....
cuz im juz useless n worth of nthg...UNFORTUNATELY...
signin off dejectedly....